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[Paper_Cut_93]

I apologize in advance for the grammar; I'm using Google Translate to translate this.

I've been having strong suicidal thoughts for a few months now. My living situation is catastrophic, and I can't really change much about it because I'm disabled. The only thing I can do is go to my good friend's house who lives in another city, but unfortunately, that's not a permanent solution. I'm afraid of scaring away my friends because of my problems.

 

[Carrot]

Hello (:

 

[DivineSpark]

Welcome!

 

[opheliaoveragain]

I apologize in advance for the grammar; I'm using Google Translate to translate this.

I've been having strong suicidal thoughts for a few months now. My living situation is catastrophic, and I can't really change much about it because I'm disabled. The only thing I can do is go to my good friend's house who lives in another city, but unfortunately, that's not a permanent solution. I'm afraid of scaring away my friends because of my problems.

welcome! no apology necessary unmet friend. your grammar is just fine!

i'm so sorry your situation is causing you so much pain. it's not your fault. try to take comfort in your friend, I know it's hard when they're farther away.

it's valid to not want to tell people all the details of how you're feeling. that's one of the best things about this place, you can vent and feel whatever you're feeling without judgement. I hope this site and the people here can offer some comfort. hugs to you