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CTisME
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- Sep 25, 2019
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So I've been casually reading threads on this page for a few years now. Mostly when I'm in a spiral and just need some comfort from like minded people.
Today, I feel like I've mastered my technique and I'm closer than ever to CTB. I have a cloth belt with which I can easily perform a partial over my bathroom door. I've really got everything down except overcoming the SI. Earlier, I got extremely close to passing out but I caught myself and stood straight up. The joy of knowing I was super close made me actually laugh out loud.
I just can't get myself to push all the way through. I know it's up to everyone to overcome their own SI but any help would be appreciated.
Ugh. Should say SI in the subject not SIDE
Today, I feel like I've mastered my technique and I'm closer than ever to CTB. I have a cloth belt with which I can easily perform a partial over my bathroom door. I've really got everything down except overcoming the SI. Earlier, I got extremely close to passing out but I caught myself and stood straight up. The joy of knowing I was super close made me actually laugh out loud.
I just can't get myself to push all the way through. I know it's up to everyone to overcome their own SI but any help would be appreciated.
Ugh. Should say SI in the subject not SIDE