Venting I'm miserable

[ivllis]

I can't do this anymore . I'm miserable in this relationship but I cant leave. I just wana die but thats exactly what she wants. I was finally getting better. She doesnt even love me . She always tells me how much she hates me I jsut wnat it to end. Im so sick of this everytime she texts I wanna puke because its always her telling me how much she hates me and she wants me dead. I cant even say goodnight to her without her telling me she hopes I die painfully . Im just so tired
I love her but she'll never love me. She jsut stays becauswew I do whatever she tells me
I'm so tired

 

[stuck_here]

How do you know she hates you if its not personal?

 

[iloverachel]

I am sorry to hear of your struggles.
Why can't you leave? I think its better to be alone than to be with someone who tells you she hates you and wants you dead. that is truly awful

 

[boingo]

I know it's really difficult to leave a relationship like that but no one should treat you that way, if you can find any way to leave or get some support from someone who can help you to leave then I think that would be the best thing to do. I've been in toxic relationships myself and I know how hard it is to leave them but staying with them is worse for you.

 

[ivllis]

I am sorry to hear of your struggles.
Why can't you leave? I think its better to be alone than to be with someone who tells you she hates you and wants you dead. that is truly awful

If I leave shes going to commit and/or send things to my family.