I'm killing myself in a few days.

[Zillai]

neat neat. my favourite subgenre is probably cloud rap, but i enjoy some heavier styles too, like lil darkie. my main genre is probably punk rock. u seem cool lol

Thanks, you as well lol

 

[peelingbananas]

Thanks, you as well lol

np, and ty :)
do u have other interests as well? what sort of stuff do u enjoy?

 

[Zillai]

np, and ty :)
do u have other interests as well? what sort of stuff do u enjoy?

Playing games or sleeping mostly, music is up there tho

 

[peelingbananas]

Playing games or sleeping mostly, music is up there tho

awesome asf. what kinda games do u play? i've got a wide range, from indie rpgs to sandboxes to shooters, and more

 

[Zillai]

awesome asf. what kinda games do u play? i've got a wide range, from indie rpgs to sandboxes to shooters, and more

I usually play pokemon or rpg games, i play roblox but mostly for the nostalgia, and because there are some genuine good games there

 

[peelingbananas]

I usually play pokemon or rpg games, i play roblox but mostly for the nostalgia, and because there are some genuine good games there

aw that's awesome. i started a playthrough of pokémon black a while ago, i should get back to that at some point. wish i could add you on roblox

 

[Zillai]

aw that's awesome. i started a playthrough of pokémon black a while ago, i should get back to that at some point. wish i could add you on roblox

Same

 

[peelingbananas]

Same

did you get good sleep last night? i read what happened

 

[Zillai]

did you get good sleep last night? i read what happened

I struggled too but i was able to get some, im really avoiding talking with her about it, worse is my granddad has a caretaker so its hard to time the method right.

 

[peelingbananas]

I struggled too but i was able to get some, im really avoiding talking with her about it, worse is my granddad has a caretaker so its hard to time the method right.

it's devastating to me that people that immediately seem as cool as you are driven to this point. if you ever rethink or feel the need to talk i'll be here, including right now. it might sound weird that i care considering i'm a stranger on the internet, but i hope this gives you options. i sincerely hope everything turns out okay for you.

 

[Zillai]

it's devastating to me that people that immediately seem as cool as you are driven to this point. if you ever rethink or feel the need to talk i'll be here, including right now. it might sound weird that i care considering i'm a stranger on the internet, but i hope this gives you options. i sincerely hope everything turns out okay for you.

Thanks

 

[peelingbananas]

Thanks

no problem <3

im really avoiding talking with her about it, worse is my granddad has a caretaker

i'm assuming you live with your grandparents right?

 

[Zillai]

oh fuck im sorry man

Its fine, if this method doesnt work i might just walk to the nearest bridge, its around 109 ft tall in clearance so it should be tall enough

 

[peelingbananas]

sorry for my over-activity here, i'm still new lol. i guess since you're going away, what was your favourite memory? i still have joy, the only thing keeping me is friends and family, though my household can tend to be a toxic environment with all the fights that can happen. i still like to reminisce about the past. so i'm curious about you.

 

[Zillai]

sorry for my over-activity here, i'm still new lol. i guess since you're going away, what was your favourite memory? i still have joy, the only thing keeping me is friends and family, though my household can tend to be a toxic environment with all the fights that can happen. i still like to reminisce about the past. so i'm curious about you.

My favorite memory huh, i guess it would be my trip to missouri, the last major trip i had fun in.

 

[peelingbananas]

My favorite memory huh, i guess it would be my trip to missouri, the last major trip i had fun in.

sounds pretty fun, what'd u do there?

 

[Zillai]

went to a water park with my mom, sister, nieces and my brother and his girl friend, oh also my aunt and cousins

sounds pretty fun, what'd u do there?

 

[peelingbananas]

went to a water park with my mom, sister, nieces and my brother and his girl friend, oh also my aunt and cousins

sweettt! what kinda slides were there

 

[Zillai]

sweettt! what kinda slides were there

two small ones, one really long one and one tall drop

 

[peelingbananas]

two small ones, one really long one and one tall drop

that's neat! :)
btw have u ever watched anime? my favourite is jojo

 

[Zillai]

Yea, mostly naruto, pokemon, some of dragon ball, and a few random ones on netflix and hbo max

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

this went from dreadful to wholesome

 

[peelingbananas]

Yea, mostly naruto, pokemon, some of dragon ball, and a few random ones on netflix and hbo max

aw man, i used to be obsessed with the pokémon anime. still gotta try naruto and db, i have a lot of friends who are into them. i also pick out random ones on netflix, bet we share some shows!

this went from dreadful to wholesome

 

[peelingbananas]

i don't think i told you when we were talking about music, but this is my favourite song of all time. gerard way has such a way with words. all mcr songs are poetic in their use of metaphors and everything else. this one is big, but it has so much sentimental value to me. do you have a favourite?

(also, if you don't click links, it's helena by my chemical romance)

 

[Zillai]

i don't think i told you when we were talking about music, but this is my favourite song of all time. gerard way has such a way with words. all mcr songs are poetic in their use of metaphors and everything else. this one is big, but it has so much sentimental value to me. do you have a favourite?

(also, if you don't click links, it's helena by my chemical romance)

Its an alright song, not the type i listen to but i like it, My favorite is this

 

[Zillai]

1 hour

 

[SVEN]

Every good wish for a peaceful journey. Go well.

 

[90starve]

wishing you safe travels <3

 

[HerculePoirot]

Gone? If so, rest in peace.

 

[peelingbananas]

Its an alright song, not the type i listen to but i like it, My favorite is this

i don't know if you'll see this or not, but what a pretty song. i'll think of you when i listen to it, i'm sorry for everything, and that it seems things had to end this way. safe travels <3