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DiamondDust

New Member
Oct 13, 2025
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I'm already prepped for my CBT using SN. But I'm still wondering if SN would be the less painful way or should I try acquiring Nembutal. What are your thoughts?

For those who acquired Nembutal, is it really difficult to acquire it?

Your answers would be appreciated.
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
215
I never personally acquired nembutal, but i heard it's very hard to get even on the dark web, you'll most likely just get scammed. One user here supposedly got one from Peru but idk how she got it.
 
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adamantc

Member
Mar 29, 2026
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I'm already prepped for my CBT using SN. But I'm still wondering if SN would be the less painful way or should I try acquiring Nembutal. What are your thoughts?

For those who acquired Nembutal, is it really difficult to acquire it?

Your answers would be appreciated.
I have sodium thiopental (and other anesthetic agents that can cause CTB). Got the from the hospital where I work, and even then it took weeks of consideration, planning, and trickery. The only people with access to these drugs (safely produced) rarely misappropriate them, let alone sell them to others. Dark web sellers don't sell drugs with a low therapeutic ratio such as Nembutal and thiopental, as the customers wouldn't order again (they'd be dead). Of course, these fast acting barbiturates are far less painful than SN, but their relative difficulty to get to an average person makes them a rarely used method.
 
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