CTB Fella

CTB Fella

Experienced
Dec 15, 2022
257
I shan't say where from, for obvious reasons.

If you're interested, PM me.

I'm serious.

Love you all x.

I'm going to jump.

Anyone interested?
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
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Wish I had the bravery to do it
 
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Peckokama

New Member
Dec 2, 2023
2
See you on the other side, soldier.
 
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Finalnight

Finalnight

Cbting 07/03/24, love you all.
Aug 16, 2023
214
I shan't say where from, for obvious reasons.

If you're interested, PM me.

I'm serious.

Love you all x.

I'm going to jump.

Anyone interested?
Jumping is brave af
Wishing you the best
 
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breezeboy

breezeboy

To infinity and beyond
Dec 8, 2023
404
Good luck to you<3
 
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yellowcat

Member
Apr 9, 2023
5
I shan't say where from, for obvious reasons.

If you're interested, PM me.

I'm serious.

Love you all x.

I'm going to jump.

Anyone interested?
i would like to join you
 
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Space Cadet

Space Cadet

Member
Mar 2, 2020
64
I'm to scared of great heights but was told by someone I trust make it above a certain height and its guaranteed instant death before you brain can register any pain, so just make sure it's a big height and hard surface. Good Luck.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,450
Guaranteed death but takes serious balls to walk off.

I remember looking down to the rocks below at Beachy Head like it was yesterday... but it was 10 years ago.

Good luck
 
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4g1vvvven

🔍 Looking for the nicest exit 🚪
Feb 14, 2023
179
Guaranteed death but takes serious balls to walk off.

I remember looking down to the rocks below at Beachy Head like it was yesterday... but it was 10 years ago.

Good luck
I went there recently and couldn't find a spot that seemed like enough of a sheer drop, maybe this is incompetence, you got further than me
 
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inaminute

inaminute

Experienced
Dec 12, 2023
201
Guaranteed death but takes serious balls to walk off.

I remember looking down to the rocks below at Beachy Head like it was yesterday... but it was 10 years ago.

Good luck
I had a nationwide police cat and mouse game with them utilising the then available highways agency camera networks to track me down after I told my therapist when I reached the m25 from the midlands on the phone my intent to drive off beachy head. The cops called me asked me where I was I told them to fuck off and they said ok you do what you're doing and we'll do what we're doing. Needless to say I drove home to cops there apologising for not listening to me when I was 10 years old when they arrested me for petty crime in response to the sexual abuse I was enduring. They left me alone at home. I felt some sense of validation for once and assurance from both coppers that when they catch youth doing crime they ask why they're doing it, they probe which they didn't do for me. All of this was a response to my therapist opening the wounds of childhood during a session that day causing me to react badly. Beachy head is definitely a nice place.

I jumped from a plane on a tandem jump and the sense of falling was like taking that jump sonin some way that method would work for me.

But I have also found a suicide victim in London who jumped 10 floors from my building in Lewisham when I lived there. That wasn't pleasant
 
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4g1vvvven

🔍 Looking for the nicest exit 🚪
Feb 14, 2023
179
I had a nationwide police cat and mouse game with them utilising the then available highways agency camera networks to track me down after I told my therapist when I reached the m25 from the midlands on the phone my intent to drive off beachy head. The cops called me asked me where I was I told them to fuck off and they said ok you do what you're doing and we'll do what we're doing. Needless to say I drove home to cops there apologising for not listening to me when I was 10 years old when they arrested me for petty crime in response to the sexual abuse I was enduring. They left me alone at home. I felt some sense of validation for once and assurance from both coppers that when they catch youth doing crime they ask why they're doing it, they probe which they didn't do for me. All of this was a response to my therapist opening the wounds of childhood during a session that day causing me to react badly. Beachy head is definitely a nice place.

I jumped from a plane on a tandem jump and the sense of falling was like taking that jump sonin some way that method would work for me.

But I have also found a suicide victim in London who jumped 10 floors from my building in Lewisham when I lived there. That wasn't pleasant
Yeah Lewisham isn't pleasant still TBF
 
passivethought121

passivethought121

Student
Jun 11, 2023
315
If only I lived in the UK
 
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BuckyDee2036

Member
Jan 28, 2024
13
I went up to a bigger city contemplating jumping from a parking garage I think was 4 stories high but I chickened out which made me upset. I think it was because of how real it felt just imagining jumping off and experiencing the fall feeling and possibly feeling the impact. There is a possibility that you would regret jumping or traumatizing yourself.
 
inaminute

inaminute

Experienced
Dec 12, 2023
201
Yeah Lewisham isn't pleasant still TBF
So you'll know the hospital - opposite there are three tower blocks, the middle one Bredgar is where she jumped, my brother went literally over the road explained what happened and was told call 999 - despite paramedics being in A&E at the time... 🙄
 
Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

Specialist
May 5, 2020
395
Guaranteed death but takes serious balls to walk off.

I remember looking down to the rocks below at Beachy Head like it was yesterday... but it was 10 years ago.

Good luck
I thinking of planning to go there and do it when it warms up again.
 
Princess_Kitty

Princess_Kitty

Lost kitty
Jan 4, 2024
177
If I was closer to you I'd definitely join you 💜
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,095
Seeing when you were last online, you've probably done it by now.
I have no intention of CTB'ing yet (gonna do it towards the end of the year) but if you haven't done it yet, I'd be interested in knowing where you did it - good places to jump are rare here.
 
CTB Fella

CTB Fella

Experienced
Dec 15, 2022
257
Hello all.

I never went ahead.

I'm more of an overdoser.

I'm currently stockpiling Zopiclone & Diazepam, which is what I usually OD on, with alcohol.

Usually about 125 of both will do.
 
4everDone

4everDone

death is freedom
Feb 2, 2024
124
Hello all.

I never went ahead.

I'm more of an overdoser.

I'm currently stockpiling Zopiclone & Diazepam, which is what I usually OD on, with alcohol.

Usually about 125 of both will do.
What stopped you from committing?
 
leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,095
Hello all.

I never went ahead.

I'm more of an overdoser.

I'm currently stockpiling Zopiclone & Diazepam, which is what I usually OD on, with alcohol.

Usually about 125 of both will do.
Do you mind DM'ing me where you were going to do it? Spots to jump are rare in this country.
 

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