Olivie_420
King of self-sabotage 🥲
- Mar 13, 2024
- 35
Okay, so a lot has happened since i was last here and i lowk forgot about the site. While i was gone there was a lot of good moments, and then the normal crashing down that the world does to me. I started to hang out with the few friends i have left, and even though i still have no fucking job i found a place that me and my bf/roommate can get actual good food so we dont starve to death tryna js live. It sounds like its all good but i still have the deep anxiety about being outside after the situation with my abusive family, i still have to deal with my bfs angry outbursts once in a while, and i just dont feel like me..
Now that i think about it, i havent been me in a while.. Im a trans man surviving by playing a woman still. I dont look the same, i still act the same bc thats from cptsd and trauma. I kinda miss the weird cringe 2022 me. I knew who i wanted to be and even though the danger was my parents especially after i came out, i wasnt scared to keep myself away from my truth.
No ones talked to me in weeks.. so if anyone wants to yap in my messages, pls do!! I'll listen.
Now that i think about it, i havent been me in a while.. Im a trans man surviving by playing a woman still. I dont look the same, i still act the same bc thats from cptsd and trauma. I kinda miss the weird cringe 2022 me. I knew who i wanted to be and even though the danger was my parents especially after i came out, i wasnt scared to keep myself away from my truth.
No ones talked to me in weeks.. so if anyone wants to yap in my messages, pls do!! I'll listen.
