
sickgirlzis
the most optimistic pessimist
- Apr 17, 2024
- 60
i just wanna preface by saying that im okay. im in a shelter for the time being. at the least, im not around an abusive person anymore.
i feel so lonely. i moved to one of the biggest cities in the world, but im homeless, I dont know anyone, i worry about food and finding an apartment, and i just feel hopeless and depressed. not only that, but i feel myself becoming extremely bitter and angry at anything and everything. i thought my depression would go away after getting away from someone who sexually assaulted me, but i still have nightmares about them and have to hear about how my mother sympathizes with him. i wish i could kill myself now
i feel so lonely. i moved to one of the biggest cities in the world, but im homeless, I dont know anyone, i worry about food and finding an apartment, and i just feel hopeless and depressed. not only that, but i feel myself becoming extremely bitter and angry at anything and everything. i thought my depression would go away after getting away from someone who sexually assaulted me, but i still have nightmares about them and have to hear about how my mother sympathizes with him. i wish i could kill myself now