Boudika

Boudika

Trauma? Oh you mean reason why I'm hilarious
Aug 22, 2023
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What the title says. I plan to go to confession in church the day before the suicide, maybe visit a notary to distribute my meager assets. What else should I keep in mind?
Also I will let you know on October 2 whether I will use SN after all. There's a good chance I'll chicken out, because I don't know if I'm ready yet myself.
 
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Lost_my_soul

Lost_my_soul

No one will help you unless it benefits them
Sep 13, 2023
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Just do it when you are completely ready, dont rush things, SI will make things worse than they are now.
 
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hevlalab

hevlalab

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Sep 14, 2023
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How old are you? Do you have family and friends you can spend time with before you go as a last goodbye? If you're not ready yet I suggest you have a rethink and wait it out. Who knows, life may get better for you and you may have a change of heart. I do hope that is the case for you as I don't encourage people to ctb but respect pro-choice.
 
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Boudika

Boudika

Trauma? Oh you mean reason why I'm hilarious
Aug 22, 2023
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How old are you? Do you have family and friends you can spend time with before you go as a last goodbye? If you're not ready yet I suggest you have a rethink and wait it out. Who knows, life may get better for you and you may have a change of heart. I do hope that is the case for you as I don't encourage people to ctb but respect pro-choice.
I will be 19 in one week
And I don't want to spent time with anyone - I'm so done with everyone.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

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Aug 27, 2018
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Although I am strong atheist don´t worry if you will "chicken out" it happens you might get lack of courage and it´s okay you might ctb someday when the time is right for you. You don´t really think you have to ctb if you don´t feel ready for it, it is all up to you remember that :heart:
 
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Renee

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Sep 14, 2023
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I am new here and I do not know what proper manners are like trying to talk someone to wait is a no no. I will just say this. 19 is very young. I am 65 and I have been through pretty much what everybody has gone through all together added up; and I have SI which is why I am here, but I keep trying although I did tell a social worker today it seems like every one including her will pass me along to someone else to deal with me and I never hear from them again.


She said Well I am here to just to triage your safety and you can call 911.

I told her see she is doing to me what everyone else does and that is one reason I feel hopeless. And as far telling you the truth, If I say Yes I think I may go buy a gun and shoot myself you will call the cops and they will show up and drag me away to the state loony bin and all the neighbors will think I am getting arrested.

I also told her I donot know when depending on when I just give up but if she does not find me help I will killl myself.\

I think telling her I will kill myself is kind of stronger than saying I think about suicide.

Sorry for rambling... My point is even though you are having a hard time please do not rush things. I am 65 and transgender.
 
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