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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

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Apr 15, 2024
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Wish me luck. I'm just so tired :meh:
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,177
Not good.
Reflect please.
Im no pro lifer but not impulsive ctb... who Can Huet you.
 
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indefinitesleep

indefinitesleep

It is what it is
Jun 29, 2024
133
please wait it out, if the bed sheet rips half way you could end up with some brain damage and its not unlikely that could happen, never ctb on impulse
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,177
s'il vous plaît, attendez, si le drap se déchire à moitié, vous pourriez vous retrouver avec des lésions cérébrales et il n'est pas improbable que cela se produise, ne faites jamais de CTB sur un coup de tête
Yes please LISTEN this🙏🙏🙏🙏❣️
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

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Apr 15, 2024
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I didn't work, unfortunately. I didn't even pass out. I think I try train next.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,177
Je n'ai pas travaillé, malheureusement. Je ne me suis même pas évanouie. Je pense que je vais essayer de m'entraîner ensuite.
Try to keep calm...dont try impulsive you Can be injuried
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Train not good unless you go for decapitation by placing neck on tracks.
 
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pinkblur

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Oct 3, 2023
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i'm so sorry life has gotten you to this point. please consider other options that don't involve other people needlessly getting PTSD
 
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foolbastar24

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May 11, 2023
5
Train not good unless you go for decapitation by placing neck on tracks.
Could you explain why train is not good? I've seen many videos of train accidents and suicides and they seem to be successful though might be painful and not instant death. I understand the decapitation method and agree with you. Also, I live in the middle of a city where trains are only allowed to move at about 40 km/h so I guess that's not enough to ensure death upon being hit.

So this not what I'm going to choose but just asking for information.
 
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lita-lassi

lita-lassi

let me spell it out for you: go to hell
Sep 25, 2023
614
Could you explain why train is not good? I've seen many videos of train accidents and suicides and they seem to be successful though might be painful and not instant death. I understand the decapitation method and agree with you. Also, I live in the middle of a city where trains are only allowed to move at about 40 km/h so I guess that's not enough to ensure death upon being hit.

So this not what I'm going to choose but just asking for information.
its not good because forcing total strangers to not just witness but partake in your death is really fucked up on multiple levels. perpetuating the cycle of pain has no excuse
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
9,598
Could you explain why train is not good? I've seen many videos of train accidents and suicides and they seem to be successful though might be painful and not instant death. I understand the decapitation method and agree with you. Also, I live in the middle of a city where trains are only allowed to move at about 40 km/h so I guess that's not enough to ensure death upon being hit.

So this not what I'm going to choose but just asking for information.
Because you have very little, or no control, over how you get struck by the train and can be "deflected" off in such a way as it will only cause injury, maybe severe injury, but short of death. You could end up only paralyzed, maybe even vegetative, and you'd be unable to remove yourself from this new hell you find yourself in. It's a method too far removed from certainty, IMO.
 
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4everHeartBroken

4everHeartBroken

Experienced
Feb 11, 2024
291
I didn't work, unfortunately. I didn't even pass out. I think I try train next.
Killing Pain, This is heartbreaking. You seem like such a wonderful human being. ❤️
 
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