I need help. I am 30 years old and I've wasted my life being married to my first girlfriend. I've put myself through mental torment for 12 years for nothing. I started going out with my wife at 18, got engaged within 3 months and I love her. We started off wanting kids, then she went off of wanting them and wanted them again. Now she's adamant she doesn't want any. I feel like I've wasted my life. I'm going to kill myself.
/ooc
Now that's over and done with, I'm 18 with BPD and Ive attempted suicide 5 times. I feel myself slipping more and more. I feel like my story is going to end in suicide.
I feel like this was a waste of space and time for making you read it, I'm sorry she's just sat on the sofa with me and I needed to get something out
/ooc
Now that's over and done with, I'm 18 with BPD and Ive attempted suicide 5 times. I feel myself slipping more and more. I feel like my story is going to end in suicide.
I feel like this was a waste of space and time for making you read it, I'm sorry she's just sat on the sofa with me and I needed to get something out
