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attheendofthenight_

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I've skipped so many of my classes this week. Its all too hard. I can't do anything anymore. I'm going to fail important classes and I won't graduate high school. I won't become anything. I'm a terrible person and I need it all to end. I am a burnt out failure with no future.
 
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ilovenewyork

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No way! It's a drop in the bucket. You can easily catch up unless you panic and put your head in the sand.
 
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attheendofthenight_

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No way! It's a drop in the bucket. You can easily catch up unless you panic and put your head in the sand.
I appreciate that so much, I'm just afraid I don't have the motivation anymore.
 
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I appreciate that so much, I'm just afraid I don't have the motivation anymore.
I don't exactly know how behind you are, but with a lot of time and effort you're definitely not completely fucked. Just think about how much better things could be for you if you actually do manage to graduate and all of the things the future could have in store for you. Your situation isn't hopeless, you still have time. You just need to believe in yourself. And I believe in you. ❤️
 
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Motivation is overthinking. Just identify the next thing you need to do and start doing it. Then move on to the next task. Keep yourself busy and keep taking action.
 
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