Venting I’m going to break apart.

[itsmeagain]

I wasn't meant to deal with so much pressure trying to get better. My recovery was all about trying to get better to do something. The older you get the less time you have to recover when bad things happen.

I was never given the time I needed to recover. I'm breaking apart at the moment I needed to be strong.

I'm breaking. I'm breaking, I'm breaking, I'm breaking. Why are there no miracles for people like me to fix the pain, the same, the ache, the twisting throbbing ache.

Make it stop.

 

[Odwin]

You still here and I would consider that a miracle