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DianaNiceUs

DianaNiceUs

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Sep 23, 2022
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I feel like everything in the universe is pushing back against me to prevent me from dying, but death is all I crave. I DON'T WANT TO EXIST ANYMORE AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

At this point I'm gonna just get the curing salt and chug that bitch cause at least I might get something done! I'm at my wits end, I can't bring myself to try another hanging I'm at my like 6th attempt this year. I wish the world would just fuck off and let me die.
 
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FamilialBlackSheep

FamilialBlackSheep

Free me from this cruel world
Aug 19, 2025
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Same, sn sounds like a fairly easy way to go out but I just cant find it ever.
 
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DianaNiceUs

DianaNiceUs

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Sep 23, 2022
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Curing salt is not a recommended method, and is far more likely to just make you quite sick and not catch your bus. At least consider purifying it some way (there are a few threads on this site about people doing that, but it's past anything I'm aware of).
I might just have to look into that see what I cant muster up
 
grandmotherboxing

grandmotherboxing

glorp
Jun 22, 2024
44
Where do you live? Here you can order it as lab equipment
 
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grandmotherboxing

grandmotherboxing

glorp
Jun 22, 2024
44
currently in the states, is it pretty easy to like lie on the forums for like an address?
Eh I doubt they deliver it all the way there. You can probably have luck in Mexico
 
DianaNiceUs

DianaNiceUs

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Sep 23, 2022
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Eh I doubt they deliver it all the way there. You can probably have luck in Mexico
Word, not too bad from where I am, I can maybe head down there and get it delivered? I don't know I'm not very bright, but I know I want to go out this way. It feels like my only ticket off this world!

thank you for your help!:heart:
 
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grandmotherboxing

glorp
Jun 22, 2024
44
Word, not too bad from where I am, I can maybe head down there and get it delivered? I don't know I'm not very bright, but I know I want to go out this way. It feels like my only ticket off this world!

thank you for your help!:heart:
Yeah in Mexico they have a lot of shady pharmaceuticals as it was never on their governments' agendas to regulate that much so they might also be very lax with sn

Also dont mention it
 
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