emptymiku
bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
- Mar 27, 2023
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i have a friend who i've known for a few months, he always makes me so happy and recently every time i ask to hang out he's said he was busy. and i get it, i've been there, but i'm 95% sure that at least a few times he's just been making excutes to not talk to me. and that's fine, i would do the same thing to myself. but it's just making me so sad.
i'm so tired of laying in my bed for hours and hours waiting for a response or sulking over the fact that our friendship is probably over. he was probably what temporarily brought me out of depression in the first place..
if i had one wish, i just hope that he's happy. even if he has to leave me for it. that's all i want.
maybe i'm just overreacting, i tend to do that a lot. god, i fucking hope that's what i'm doing. but for the time being i have no other option but to believe it.
friendship is a fucking curse, i hate it. i hate it so much.
i'm so tired of laying in my bed for hours and hours waiting for a response or sulking over the fact that our friendship is probably over. he was probably what temporarily brought me out of depression in the first place..
if i had one wish, i just hope that he's happy. even if he has to leave me for it. that's all i want.
maybe i'm just overreacting, i tend to do that a lot. god, i fucking hope that's what i'm doing. but for the time being i have no other option but to believe it.
friendship is a fucking curse, i hate it. i hate it so much.