I'm getting money soon, using it for the perfect suicide I think

[ImNotReal]

So my great grandma is super rich and has a close relationship with my mom. Well she's like close to death. Cancer in the head and stuff. She's gifted my mom a house, a car, and manyyyy of her possessions. I find out that whenever she dies. She's leaving me 20 thousand dollars. Yeah. I think I want to use this money so I can plan my perfect suicide. Money is a big problem for me and I don't wanna go out with like a rope idk. I'll look into a firearm and stay somewhere nice. I'll probably give the rest to my brother or somethnng

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in plans, I hope you find the relief you search for.