Still very depressed that I don't have my Daddy in my life anymore. I don't really have any Daddy-like person in my life. I'm constantly disgusted and/or disappointed in all these men, or even women or whoever, who I go to trying to reclaim the feeling that my Daddy gave me. I can't seem to ever become the person I was when my Daddy was looking at me. And it hurts. And I feel empty sometimes.
But other times, I've been able to distract myself, and not think about it.
So yeah, I don't think I'm going to kill myself like I had been planning to do. Even though I am still in a lot of pain.
But other times, I've been able to distract myself, and not think about it.
So yeah, I don't think I'm going to kill myself like I had been planning to do. Even though I am still in a lot of pain.
