• Hey Guest,

    We will never comply with any of OFCOM's demands or any other nations censorious demands for that matter. We will only follow the laws of the land of which our server is located, which is the US.

    Any demands for censorship or requests to comply with the law outside of the US will be promptly ignored.

    No foreign laws or pressure will make us comply with anti-censorship laws and we will protect the speech of our members, regardless of where they might live in the world. If that means being blocked in the UK, so be it. We would advise that any UK member gets a VPN to browse the site, or use TOR.

    However, today, we stand up these these governments that want to bully or censor this website.

    Fuck OFCOM, and fuck any media organization or group that think it's cool or fun to stalk or bully people that suffering in this world.

    Edit: We also wanted to address the veiled threats made against a staff member in the UK by the BBC in the news today. We are undeterred by any threats, intimination, by the BBC or by any other groups dedicated to doxxing and harassing our staff and members. Journalists from the BBC, CTV, Kansas Star, Daily Mail and many other outlets have continuiously ignored the fact that many of the people that they're interviewing (such as @leelfc84 on Twitter/X) and propping up are the same people posting addresses of staff members and our founders on social media. We show them proof of this and they ignore it and don't address it.They're all just as evil as each other, and should be treated accordingly. They do not care about the safety of our staff members, founders, or administrators, or even members, so why would they care about you?

    Now that we have your attention, journalists, will you ever address this? You've given these evil people interviews, and free press.

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Unspoken7612

Member
Jul 14, 2024
46
I have used multiple different ligatures.

I have tried using a skipping rope. It was painful enough to make me abort my attempts long before I could lose consciousness. I used a noose, secured the knot behind my head, and had the rope pressing against my carotids.

Next I used something thicker, about 3cm diameter. This spread the force slightly more. I tried this both with and without "night night" style pads to try and focus the compression on my carotids. I found this more bearable than skipping rope but it took me a long time to lose consciousness. I could feel capillaries burst in my eyes (if that doesn't sound too dramatic - I had bloodshot eyes afterwards) but couldn't bear to maintain suspension long enough to lose consciousness.

I think I could kill myself this way if I had full suspension and no way of aborting, but I wouldn't look forward to it. I would be anticipating a painful death and several minutes of consciousness, but with a fear that I would botch the attempt and remain conscious for several hours, possibly suffering brain damage.
 
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edensend

Member
Jul 24, 2024
11
Hi, I'm really sorry for what you're going through. Is there any chance that in the country where you live, considering your conditions, there are associations you can contact to practice MAID?
sadly no. I'm just hoping to find someone to help me
 

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