idk I just really can't go on for even one more day. maybe ill try finding some rat poison or sun but that's so unreliable. I need something that has a guarantee that I won't just end up in the hospital having to answer a million questions.
my bf is on the verge of breaking up with me and I'm stuck in my childhood home and honestly this is just the last straw
there's been so much build up to this my whole life but especially the last few months.
im so exhausted I just want all this pain to come to an end but I know it won't if I just keep trying to live
I've been trying and failing for so long
I just wanna rest now
away from everything
my bf is on the verge of breaking up with me and I'm stuck in my childhood home and honestly this is just the last straw
there's been so much build up to this my whole life but especially the last few months.
im so exhausted I just want all this pain to come to an end but I know it won't if I just keep trying to live
I've been trying and failing for so long
I just wanna rest now
away from everything
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