nevergoodenough91
i am worthless
- Jun 20, 2023
- 108
Everything fell apart I feel completley lost and confused i feel broken but not exactly I have hope
Everyday is an insane challenge to not lose myself and find what I actually feel and its so painful
I HATE THIS PAIN I WISH I NEVER LEARNED THIS
I wish life was simple again I wish this could all be over I want to move to the time when this is all figured out I want to be myself, but I havent experienced the present moment for so long that I dont have nearly any thoughts or opinions about anything that arent outdated, a reaction to pain and fear, or not mine at all
Its like everything is so painful and seperate I hate this I wish I could feel the present moment and not have this identity problem I wish it was so simple
This is so painful
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Everyday is an insane challenge to not lose myself and find what I actually feel and its so painful
I HATE THIS PAIN I WISH I NEVER LEARNED THIS
I wish life was simple again I wish this could all be over I want to move to the time when this is all figured out I want to be myself, but I havent experienced the present moment for so long that I dont have nearly any thoughts or opinions about anything that arent outdated, a reaction to pain and fear, or not mine at all
Its like everything is so painful and seperate I hate this I wish I could feel the present moment and not have this identity problem I wish it was so simple
This is so painful
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