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nevergoodenough91

nevergoodenough91

Really trying to discover what is going on
Jun 20, 2023
89
Everything fell apart I feel completley lost and confused i feel broken but not exactly I have hope

Everyday is an insane challenge to not lose myself and find what I actually feel and its so painful


I HATE THIS PAIN I WISH I NEVER LEARNED THIS

I wish life was simple again I wish this could all be over I want to move to the time when this is all figured out I want to be myself, but I havent experienced the present moment for so long that I dont have nearly any thoughts or opinions about anything that arent outdated, a reaction to pain and fear, or not mine at all

Its like everything is so painful and seperate I hate this I wish I could feel the present moment and not have this identity problem I wish it was so simple



This is so painful


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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
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Very relatable exept for the hope part. My identity is screwed too.
 

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