Im doing it as soon as i lose her

[sximii]

I finally have a reason to live. And only one. It's my girlfriend. Honestly, she makes me feel actually happy, I feeling I haven't felt in a while. I'm just really anxious and I hope she doesn't leaves me because if she does, it's over. I'm looking for a way to order SN right now just to have it

 

[AZRAEL600]

Try to talk to her on this topic. Maybe she will help.

 

[k1m]

No! That is abusive. If you love someone you don't want to traumatize them forever just for not staying with you. No healthy relationship can grow out of that attitude.

 

[HiImMisanthrope]

No! That is abusive. If you love someone you don't want to traumatize them forever just for not staying with you. No healthy relationship can grow out of that attitude.

You don't know what you talkin bout

 

[Galahad]

I finally have a reason to live. And only one. It's my girlfriend. Honestly, she makes me feel actually happy, I feeling I haven't felt in a while. I'm just really anxious and I hope she doesn't leaves me because if she does, it's over. I'm looking for a way to order SN right now just to have it

I get this. Just live for the moment and enjoy every day with her.

I know it's easier said than done but it's essential.

Definitely don't tell her, she would see it as emotional blackmail and it would spoil what you have.

 

[k1m]

You don't know what you talkin bout

Yes I do. I have been on both sides of this, almost died, and had a complete mental breakdown. Just because you're suffering doesn't mean you can't be abusive. Acknowledging that lets you grow.