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Irecoveredandsocanu

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Oct 14, 2023
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I can't get my hands on N or SN in another to ctb. Most of the sites are scams and besides, if any method is sent to my country (Colombia), I can be found out and get in big trouble with the authorities. This has plagued me for a long time. I want to ctb in a peaceful way, but it seems almost impossible, and I am desperate. Life is horrible. I envy those who have been able to leave using these methods.
 
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drezteck83

Member
Mar 2, 2024
17
I'm looking for a peaceful way too, me quiero morir en paz!
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,329
You should find ways to access N in your country or in one of the neighbor countries. People have successfully acquired N in the region.
 
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Irecoveredandsocanu

Member
Oct 14, 2023
12
You should find ways to access N in your country or in one of the neighbor countries. People have successfully acquired N in the region.
I think it might be possible. But I don't know how
 
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Bouquet

Member
Feb 28, 2024
21
I can't get my hands on N or SN in another to ctb. Most of the sites are scams and besides, if any method is sent to my country (Colombia), I can be found out and get in big trouble with the authorities. This has plagued me for a long time. I want to ctb in a peaceful way, but it seems almost impossible, and I am desperate. Life is horrible. I envy those who have been able to leave using these methods.
Soy de Colombia tmb, hace unos días estoy buscando SN, has intentado buscar en laboratorios o distribuidores del país? Te podría enviar mensaje privado?
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,957
I also envy those people, to me it's certainly so cruel and horrible how we cannot just all have the option to die in a peaceful, guaranteed way, I really wish that Nembutal is accessible, it'd be very relieving and prevent so much unnecessary suffering.
I certainly do hate this hellish anti-suicide society where we cannot die in peace, the fact that suicide is purposely made inaccessible is beyond unacceptable to me.
 
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theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,416
I am from Chile and it is also difficult to get these things. I hope you find the peace you desire so much.
 
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Irecoveredandsocanu

Member
Oct 14, 2023
12
Soy de Colombia tmb, hace unos días estoy buscando SN, has intentado buscar en laboratorios o distribuidores del país? Te podría enviar mensaje privado?
Siii, pero no he conseguido nada. Y también puedes enviarme un mensaje privado
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
2,001
Hm difficult situation with your country. Maybe change the method.
 
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Esokabat

Specialist
Apr 22, 2024
390
I can't get my hands on N or SN in another to ctb. Most of the sites are scams and besides, if any method is sent to my country (Colombia), I can be found out and get in big trouble with the authorities. This has plagued me for a long time. I want to ctb in a peaceful way, but it seems almost impossible, and I am desperate. Life is horrible. I envy those who have been able to leave using these methods.
People mentioned that Colombia has N. There is someone on this forum who got his N from Colombia. Have you tried vet stores or agro stores?
 
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