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Bethlehem

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I do acid a lot but this time I did acid and I've never felt so good about myself and so much self love. I love my life. Life is a gift!!! I don't want to die anymore. Leaving the forum now. I'm gonna throw out my rope. Love you guys, hope you all feel better someday. Later!
 
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wishing you the best in life! glad you found your way out 💜
 
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Bethlehem

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wishing you the best in life! glad you found your way out 💜
I'll deactivate my account soon. But I hope you guys all feel better. Love yourselves. That's the first step. Love yourselves despite all your perceived flaws.
 
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good luck, I wish you the best 🫂:heart:
 
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psychedelics are super interesting!
I wish theyd legalize it for depression.

Tbh in a year or a couple months I (hypothetically speaking) might get some LSD tabs for myself, never tried it before.
Non-addictive, mind opening, and helps with depression seems better than SSRIs in my opinion.
It's either that or I grow mushrooms. I learned how to grow them at home a couple weeks ago.
Idk if mushrooms and LSD are the same though.
 
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Bethlehem

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psychedelics are super interesting!
I wish theyd legalize it for depression.

Tbh in a year or a couple months I (hypothetically speaking) might get some LSD tabs for myself, never tried it before.
Non-addictive, mind opening, and helps with depression seems better than SSRIs in my opinion.
It's either that or I grow mushrooms. I learned how to grow them at home a couple weeks ago.
Idk if mushrooms and LSD are the same though.
Nah. Acid and mushrooms are super different. Mushrooms are more introspective and internal but LSD is more human nature, the world and the bigger picture. I think it should be done in a safe environment. Super depressed people should be careful. It'll mess you up if you're not careful. Just be really careful. It's not a cope. If you're in a bad mindset don't use it. Mushrooms feel more organic to me. LSD feels more synthetic. When I took mushrooms I'd hallucinate runes from a language I'd never seen. SSRIs and therapy never worked for me. Psychedelics help me so much.
 
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I'm happy for you but please don't get addicted
 
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Bethlehem

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I'm happy for you but please don't get addicted
It's really hard to get addicted to psychedelics. There's no addictive chemical in it. if you take it too close together it doesn't work.
 
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I will only be healed when I find any form of love.
 

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