Zaya
dead dreams, false hopes
- May 3, 2023
- 121
i'm a bit late with this post because i have already been posting occasionally for the last couple of weeks but anyway
last year i met some really nice and helpful people on here and i just want to say thank you, even tho they probably wont be reading this.
anyway, long story short i thought i had a reason to keep going back then but turns out it was all just false hopes and now im feeling even worse than before
i started cutting myself again, quit my job (altho i was feeling slightly better for a while after that), have a lot of debt and am about to lose my apartment so i moved back in with my family, started drinking everyday again and now i have been bothered daily by family issues for a while but that luckily cooled down for now, all of that along with all the issues i already had before all that.
i just recently got some new sn as well as everything else i need to ctb and i am going to use it soon. ill still be around for a couple more weeks because i have to sort some things out before i go
ill post a final goodbye before i am going to take it so until then ill still be around if anyone even cares
last year i met some really nice and helpful people on here and i just want to say thank you, even tho they probably wont be reading this.
anyway, long story short i thought i had a reason to keep going back then but turns out it was all just false hopes and now im feeling even worse than before
i started cutting myself again, quit my job (altho i was feeling slightly better for a while after that), have a lot of debt and am about to lose my apartment so i moved back in with my family, started drinking everyday again and now i have been bothered daily by family issues for a while but that luckily cooled down for now, all of that along with all the issues i already had before all that.
i just recently got some new sn as well as everything else i need to ctb and i am going to use it soon. ill still be around for a couple more weeks because i have to sort some things out before i go
ill post a final goodbye before i am going to take it so until then ill still be around if anyone even cares