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deep_end
How've you been?
- Sep 9, 2023
- 32
A few months ago, I thought I got out. I planned to take my sn, and I almost was successful. Unfortunately, my boyfriend stopped me. He forcefully took the SN out of my hands. I cried for hours after that. He knew I was really really broken. We got me on antidepressants and therapy, and for a while I was doing alright. I didn't think of dying for months. For a bit, I even thought I was reformed. But unfortunately, I started spiraling down again. I keep wondering if this depressed -self is the real me, and I'm just coping whenever I'm happy, or if I am naturally a happy person and just occasionally I get really extremely depressed for long periods of time.