I'm back at the squere one.

[Red.one]

I thought I escaped. I was so sure I'm on a way out of misery.
Depression is like a bumerang. I'm loosing hope, I'm fighting, getting better, coming back to being dead alive again.
I'm tired. So so tired.
I want to live and I want to die in the same time. It's like recovering is putting more pressure on me, u know... It was easier when I just wanted to die, when I was waiting for my body to just give up.

I got better. But it just makes me more miserable when the bumerang depression throws my teeth out.

There's nothing worse then going back to situation you thought u escaped. I already know I need to somehow find money for a future dentist appointment.

 

[Chito and Yuuri]

Hm... listen here, I am not trying to be insensitive at all, but there is actually a website where you can watch free anime shows, and the reason why I am recommending it to you is because I am trying to give you a reason to feel happy, to feel a reason to live, a reason to maybe even cure your depression. Again I am not trying to be insensitive at all but I am simply trying to help you out over here, the name of the website is AnimeKai btw and I'll provide a link for you right now.

https://animekai.to/home