fruitcup333
delulu
- Mar 29, 2023
- 39
hello people,
i'm back again i went away for a little bit because my life situation kinda changed and after my lowest low i started to feel better but now i'm slowly starting down the hole again. i finally got a job after being severly depressed but i don't think i can handle it and it makes me terrified. it is a super easy job too. i also am concerned about going back to school because when my life situation changed it was because i kinda dropped out but i desperately want to go back. i just can't go back rn in my current situation but i wonder if i can even handle it seeing how bad i did my first semester and how bad i did in high school.
i feel like so trapped where i am and i really have no place else to turn to to express how i truly feel with people who understand. I have SN right now from a few months ago still sealed from when I bought it and antiemetics. i don't know if i feel like dying or not but i really don't think i can handle life. i know i'm still young and things can change but i don't know if i even want to give life a chance if it's gonna be like this and i can't seem to handle it.
if you have any advice i would love to hear it.
i'm back again i went away for a little bit because my life situation kinda changed and after my lowest low i started to feel better but now i'm slowly starting down the hole again. i finally got a job after being severly depressed but i don't think i can handle it and it makes me terrified. it is a super easy job too. i also am concerned about going back to school because when my life situation changed it was because i kinda dropped out but i desperately want to go back. i just can't go back rn in my current situation but i wonder if i can even handle it seeing how bad i did my first semester and how bad i did in high school.
i feel like so trapped where i am and i really have no place else to turn to to express how i truly feel with people who understand. I have SN right now from a few months ago still sealed from when I bought it and antiemetics. i don't know if i feel like dying or not but i really don't think i can handle life. i know i'm still young and things can change but i don't know if i even want to give life a chance if it's gonna be like this and i can't seem to handle it.
if you have any advice i would love to hear it.
