i'm always going to be the hated one

[TheHatedOne]

i will always be hated, shunned away, ignored, replaced, not given a second thought, bullied, screamed at, betrayed, unappreciated, unloved, alone, treated like the worst thing ever etc. I'll never be anyone's favorite, not even an option. I want the sn to arrive already, Im fucking sick of suffering like this. I think I just deserve it if I only experience this.

 

[DasDasDAS]

I feel you bro... It's sure one of the worse things to feel like this.T hey weren't kidding when they said that feeling loved/respected is a human necessity.

 

[Pluto]

I'm feeling the same.

Funny (or not?) part is that even when people express positive feelings towards me, I can't hear it at all. Right now, it just seems that the environment of my early childhood - having a family which hated me because of its own unalloyed dysfunction - is set to repeat ad nauseam.

 

[waitingforrest]

I get that feeling all the time. It's like always being second choice. The person people turn to as their last option. I often get looks of pity from onlookers. But I don't want their pity, I just want to be treated like a person. It hurts to see other people be happy and loved. I see that this pain you feel is constant. It hurts and if I could take it away, I would.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Funny (or not?) part is that even when people express positive feelings towards me, I can't hear it at all.

This. Even when someone says something nice to me, which is a rare occurrence, I mostly doubt it and I simply can't comprehend it.

 

[Heartattackpending]

When people tell me I'm a nice person, helpful, etc. I think to myself, well no, like most people I'm a selfish jerk. And much worse. I'm superficially nice because it's just easier than fighting with people and having them hate you.

 

[summers]

@AverageFanEnjoyer that's bullshit that you're treated that way. I've seen many your posts, and you seem cool as hell. Do you think that your situation may change if you started moving in different cycles? Not sure where you're located, but are there people who you could more easily associate with than your family and current group of friends?

 

[TheHatedOne]

@AverageFanEnjoyer that's bullshit that you're treated that way. I've seen many your posts, and you seem cool as hell. Do you think that your situation may change if you started moving in different cycles? Not sure where you're located, but are there people who you could more easily associate with than your family and current group of friends?

I'm not strictly speaking of real life and I don't even have friends. I've been thinking about moving, sure, there could be a way but it takes some time. However, I'm waiting for my poison still and I've set a date already. It's sad that I have to suffer like this even before.

 

[FuneralCry]

Some people can be very cruel and awful, nobody should have to suffer like that. I cannot stand people overall, and I would prefer to stay away from them, as only then they cannot upset me. I wish you the best, I know it can be dreadful when you are suffering so much, I'm sorry you are in this situation.

 

[fox_wannabe]

I am sorry to hear you suffer so much

 

[Crazy4u]

I understand you and want to say it is not your fault. Being loved and/or liked depends on many factors:

- pure luck
- looks
- money
- social status
- maaaaaaaaybe personality

When you think about personality, you would notice that many people don't like nice people as much. Many of the well-liked people have undesirable personality traits.

you DON'T deserve the suffering and pain.