Venting I’m alone but she’s happy

[gnarly]

Usually whenever I post I'm always rambling about how I've put myself in a shitty spot on life. Never anything good. I know people hate whenever people talk about love here and the fact that it's usually the cause of a lot of people's problems. I'm not hating but to turn to such a dark side over love is blasphemy. Anyways I've been stuck thinking about my Ex for years. Constantly ranting to myself about how much I've screwed up. She recently found a new boyfriend and.. It's kind of hit me how nice the man is. At first I was jealous but then I saw a paragraph he sent her on her story. I couldn't help but see myself in him. The true dedication in his soul. He truly loves this girl as much as I did. I like that. It bring me some peace. That she found someone who seems so determined to be with her. Someone just like me. I see what I couldve been in him. I pray he does the right thing and doesn't screw anything up. God bless him honestly. As for me. I think it's time I finally move on from her. Though the idea of being alone still sickens me. And her face just might give me a feeling of regret. In the end I know she's happy. And she's found peace with someone else. I don't know if I'll ever find a girl that stuck like her again. But next time I know I'll do it right.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Hopefully you will find someone who is just as in to you as you are into them (a good match). At least you've partially made peace with the events that have unfolded, and as unfortunate as those past events are, think of them as a stepping stone to the future (or find other things to think of, that is ok)

Learning from errors is how humans can grow, not sure what the source(s) of errors were, tho I myself have made errors that lead to a few lost friends, and learnt to be reasonably careful going forward.

 

[Ashu]

I understand.