gnarly
Rest in Peace
- Sep 24, 2024
- 142
Usually whenever I post I'm always rambling about how I've put myself in a shitty spot on life. Never anything good. I know people hate whenever people talk about love here and the fact that it's usually the cause of a lot of people's problems. I'm not hating but to turn to such a dark side over love is blasphemy. Anyways I've been stuck thinking about my Ex for years. Constantly ranting to myself about how much I've screwed up. She recently found a new boyfriend and.. It's kind of hit me how nice the man is. At first I was jealous but then I saw a paragraph he sent her on her story. I couldn't help but see myself in him. The true dedication in his soul. He truly loves this girl as much as I did. I like that. It bring me some peace. That she found someone who seems so determined to be with her. Someone just like me. I see what I couldve been in him. I pray he does the right thing and doesn't screw anything up. God bless him honestly. As for me. I think it's time I finally move on from her. Though the idea of being alone still sickens me. And her face just might give me a feeling of regret. In the end I know she's happy. And she's found peace with someone else. I don't know if I'll ever find a girl that stuck like her again. But next time I know I'll do it right.
