Venting I'm a kamikaze

[throneofdispair03]

I just have this negative aura around me that brings others down. I lash out at others, I'm rude and a fucking piece of shit. I made my parents cry and it's all because I'm alive. I'm the worst part of everyone's day and when I'm down, I just bring others down with me.

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

Self isolation has been my solution to this. I've tried to improve how I appear to others but nothing has worked for me so I just don't go around others. Maybe you can find a better solution. Best of luck and hopefully everything gets easier

 

[user933957]

I relate so much, I'm a horrible person, and I admit that. I always make my parents cry, and other people feel bad because I'm just not happy, and I'm always getting mad at them for no reason. I've had my mom cry because I simply didn't care if I died.