Venting I'm a horrible person

[R_and_dom]

I hate everything, my brother molested me and my sister, my dad is abusive, my other brother is mentally 3, has sever OCD and bipolar, I have ADHD and Autism. My mom probably hates me, my youngest sister definitely hates me... I'm a virgin still, I feel so gross, I hate myself. I've been to a mental hospital 5 times in the past 2 years, I lost all my friends, I wanted to oof my dad, and I'm just overall a horrible person.

 

[darkenmydoorstep]

Sounds like you are suffering xx

 

[Downdraft]

It's normal to feel bad about oneself when everything goes wrong in life. However, you must note this isn't your fault. Blaming yourself for what others did you is a bad idea, and completely wrong. Based on the post, you don't seem to have done anything that makes you horrible, so, I'd like you don't deserve any of this, and those who wronged you are definitely the horrible people. Don't blame yourself for literally being abused, or other things out you control.

 

[R_and_dom]

Sounds like you are suffering xx

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