im a failure

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

I suffer every moment of my life, literally one of the worse life immaginable, never heard of someone living all of this shit, the worst is that im the victim, never hurted someone

But still can't ctb, how is that possible?

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

I'm sorry you've had such a challenging life. The world can be such a cruel place, and its cruelty can be so random.

Can you share more about why you can't ctb? Is it because of availability or situation? Or do you still cling to some hope?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

SI sucks. The human body and mind can endure so much suffering unfortunately. I hope you find the strength you need when you time is there it's easy. I wish you all the best!

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be so torturous what you go through, the problem is that we exist in a world where we are denied the option of guaranteed ways to free ourselves from all the suffering in peace, it repluses me how suicide is purposely made so unnecessarily difficult just leading to even more torment as a result.

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

I'm sorry you've had such a challenging life. The world can be such a cruel place, and its cruelty can be so random.

Can you share more about why you can't ctb? Is it because of availability or situation? Or do you still cling to some hope?

There is no hope left, nothing can change the past

I can't kick the chair, i really don't know how people can do that, after all the trauma i lived, literally every trauma even sexual abuse

I can't do that simple thing, kick the chair