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EmpressDean

EmpressDean

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Apr 15, 2020
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I'm 29 and I don't know what I'm going to do. I might finally be able to get the neuropsych test that I've been wanting for so long done next month. I found out today. I was so happy. I can show my parents and siblings, that yes, I do have many learning difficulties and I'm not just lazy. I am trying my best. My brain is just a huge black hole. But then I think, well ok I'll get the test done, but then what? What about jobs? I've always wanted to be a teller at a bank but they want someone who speaks Spanish or a job like an insurance agent. I just feel so limited with jobs that I can do and idk how to work my way up. At 29, I feel defested. Idk how I'm going to live at $14-$16 an hour. School isn't an option I already struggle with understanding jobs. I just don't know what I will do. This test might give me answers sure, but then what?
 
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Dingo67

Dingo67

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Dec 15, 2024
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Life is hard. Don't ever blame yourself for what you had to deal with in the circumstances of your life. It's not like any of us had much choice in the matter.
 

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