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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
I've been thinking and I would say probably not. If this were 20 yrs ago, then I would say yes. I really hate this world after 2010. It's just been a downhill sewer ever since. Being relatively problem free would mean living in a world that no longer has any good entertainment, people aren't anything like they used to be, everything seems to be falling apart, the corruption is massive, etc.
 
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mrelief82

Broken to 1000 pcs
Nov 23, 2023
152
You are right , but i still would like to live for my son. However its true that world is disgusting these Days
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,387
Probably, yeah. But if my problems get solved, other people would soon wish I was back to wanting to die because of the pain and suffering my newly gained confidence and selfishness would cause.
 
tbroken

tbroken

Wizard
Feb 22, 2024
691
Probably, yeah. But if my problems get solved, other people would soon wish I was back to wanting to die because of the pain and suffering my newly gained confidence and selfishness would cause.
I don't get this. Explain, if you want to.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,387
I don't get this. Explain, if you want to.
My main problems are laziness and a lack of self esteem. Once these traits are acquired there will be little to stop me from achieving all of the evil thoughts and terrible plans I've conceived of thus ruining other people's lives. I guess you could argue my seething hatred and apathy for the world are also problems to be solved but since I don't see them as such, these problems will not get solved unfortunately.

The only other major problem I have is being a lonely 30 year old virgin incel but solving that problem is also inherently evil because it requires some poor innocent maiden to be offered as tribute and advocating for that is extremely unethical.
 
tbroken

tbroken

Wizard
Feb 22, 2024
691
My main problems are laziness and a lack of self esteem. Once these traits are acquired there will be little to stop me from achieving all of the evil thoughts and terrible plans I've conceived of thus ruining other people's lives. I guess you could argue my seething hatred and apathy for the world are also problems to be solved but since I don't see them as such, these problems will not get solved unfortunately.

The only other major problem I have is being a lonely 30 year old virgin incel but solving that problem is also inherently evil because it requires some poor innocent maiden to be offered as tribute and advocating for that is extremely unethical.
But why do you want to ruin other people lived, did they do something to you, or is just an innate feeling? Don't be mad with yourself, maybe you just did not find the right one.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,859
YES

If my problems were solved permanently, I would wanna live.
 
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,387
But why do you want to ruin other people lives, did they do something to you, or is it just an innate feeling? Don't be mad with yourself, maybe you just did not find the right one.
It's more of an innate feeling I suppose, perhaps I was always this evil on the inside but the events I've undergone were enough to activate it. Regardless, I can't not be mad at myself because myself is the one responsible for getting me into those predicaments. It's not just about me not having found the right one. It's about me not having found the right one too many times and I never want to experience this pain again. I don't blame others, I just want them to suffer as I have suffered. Luckily as I said I'm too lazy and incompetent to achieve any real damage besides killing myself but that's why I meant that if I were to fix those things, a lot more harm could be done.
 
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Chronosphere

Chronosphere

Student
Jan 17, 2024
141
Well if life is the problem that needs to be solved then I guess not.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
No why would I want to live? Work is modern day slavery. Life itself is the problem. Adulthood isn't worth living for me
 
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LittleCupcake

Experienced
Mar 14, 2024
205
I dont think so, why could I want to work at a job that treats me like shit for the rest of my life.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
I dont think so, why could I want to work at a job that treats me like shit for the rest of my life.
I wouldn't want to work at any job at all, even if it treated me well. My primary motivation to ctb is to escape having to work for a living.
 
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Umacon

Member
Jan 20, 2024
81
Only if I could turn back time and be in my 20's.Now at 44 I am tired enough to keep going.
 
ThymeToLeave

ThymeToLeave

Adventurer
Dec 12, 2023
141
Yes, if my problems were solved I'd accept a meager life.
 
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deathslament

Student
Mar 16, 2024
149
My problems aren't resolvable.
 
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4am

there’s nothing for you (it/its)
Dec 14, 2023
3,329
if all my problems were resolved i wouldn't be alive, because existing is my primary problem
 
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strangelife

strangelife

Specialist
Feb 16, 2024
364
it's my dream to live a healthy and happy life, definitely if everything improves I will be the happiest person in the whole universe
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
2,001
Yes of course. All I m trying since years is to solve the unsolvable. So if it would disappear that'd be great.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,496
I would never want to live under any circumstances

I don't want anything from this evil world and evil life 🧬
 
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TiredOfAllThis

Arcanist
Feb 5, 2024
453
Might be - there are still some things to enjoy.
 
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mtoro998

Experienced
Feb 29, 2024
268
Yes id want to live if my problems could be solved.
 
Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
But why do you want to ruin other people lived, did they do something to you, or is just an innate feeling? Don't be mad with yourself, maybe you just did not find the right one.
He's a super villain..can't you tell?
 
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xoirse

xoirse

caffeine overdose
Feb 15, 2024
88
no. i believe it'd only lead to more problems which also means more suffering despite how much you overthink your decisions, it will always come up because that's the way it is. life itself is the problem, the way how society functions and how it isn't for me.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
no. i believe it'd only lead to more problems which also means more suffering despite how much you overthink your decisions, it will always come up because that's the way it is. life itself is the problem, the way how society functions and how it isn't for me.
Real profile pic? How come?

But you're right. Things would feel good for a little while but then something new would appear ruining it. Living life is like playing Whack a Mole. It's neverending and there's no reward except the scoreboard going up, up, up, which means nothing.
 
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Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
404
I actually just spoke about this with a friend of mine yesterday. He said, "everything will go back to normal soon." My response was, "dude, I've been in the dark so long now, I've made it my home. Even if I seen a glimmer of light at the end of my tunnel I wouldn't know what to do with it. I wouldn't even walk towards it. I'm comfortable here now. This is all I know."

So no, absolutely not. Even if all my problems resolved themselves today I'd remain detached and emotionless. I've seen too much, know too much and have endured way tóo much. This is who I am now.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
I actually just spoke about this with a friend of mine yesterday. He said, "everything will go back to normal soon." My response was, "dude, I've been in the dark so long now, I've made it my home. Even if I seen a glimmer of light at the end of my tunnel I wouldn't know what to do with it. I wouldn't even walk towards it. I'm comfortable here now. This is all I know."

So no, absolutely not. Even if all my problems resolved themselves today I'd remain detached and emotionless. I've seen too much, know too much and have endured way tóo much. This is who I am now.
Just like if you plucked someone from Hell after many years and placed them back in this world. How can there be new life with a mind that's been annihilated?

I wonder what too-far-gone actually looks like. Is entering in and out of a dissociated state like a teeter totter when in public a clear enough sign?
 
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ClaudeCTTE

ClaudeCTTE

Misunderstood...
Aug 22, 2023
264
Maybe if my problems had been solved years ago, my life would have followed its normal course, and I would have lived better. By this, I mean that the pandemic wouldn't have affected me, and I wouldn't have dropped out of college.

However, speaking of the present, it's almost impossible to imagine a scenario in which my problems are solved. Most likely, my life would become much more boring than it already is.
Having all my problems solved but having them as past memories wouldn't help me at all.
 

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