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If your method was 100% guaranteed to work, and you had access to it right now, which one would you choose (apart from N)?
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depends on what you take tbh, i havent ODed with the intention to CTB before, but accidental ones on benzos mixed with other stuff i didnt even realized i passed out until after i woke up. i never felt like i was gonna faint, the times i did realize i was passing out it was more like being extremely tired and falling asleep. closest thing i can compare to it, at least when u pass out quickly, is kinda like getting put under for a surgery, you're awake until suddenly you're not. i also enjoy the feeling of being really intoxicated, so that's another reason why an OD sounds best for me even if i dont pass out super fast, but i already know the amounts of everything that get me fucked up enough to pass out, so in combo with something that'll actually kill me im all set
1. You cannot experience death, for it would be like getting put under anesthesia. (Ecclesiastes 9:5)
2. Suicide is not a sin which leads to hell (separation), but rather, it is unbelief. (John 3:16-21)
3. Despite all that you do to make your exit foolproof, there is always that one percent chance you'll survive simply because it "wasn't your time yet". (Psalm 33:10-11, Job 42:2)
4. The world hates liabilities and would rather they not exist, as much as the rules dictate that all life is inherently valuable. (Proverbs 25:17)
Therefore, as Suncha Ferreira from the Victus Group commands, "control the things you can control," for whoever has, to then more will be given until they have it abundantly, but those that do not have, even what they think they have shall be taken from them. (Matthew 13:12)
If I had access to any high locations, I would jump. Just running up to the edge and jumping off it without standing on the ledge and hitting the ground, preferably with no one in harms way or to see. Maybe off a high cliff or a bridge over the ocean, even perhaps a tall building at night with no one on the ground. I think it would be peaceful, but unfortunately it's not a method I have access to.
Should work, 25 grams, so similar to SN in terms of grams, I am not sure how much water though, I think 25 mL. 1 gram dilantin for 10 grams thiopental is listed however perhaps 2.5 grams dilantin for 25 grams thiopental, not sure about that part. Might need an anti-emetic as well.
If it were a gun just the blood the mess the body and the noise is so ugly and unbearable to me. I think if someone presented me a round of fentanyl pills 100 nights in my life I would've taken a quick blissful exit. We want to get fent it's just uncomfortable for us to go to the rough areas and convince somebody we're an addict who needs a good supply and isn't taking to take off.
I really want someone I know kinda well (a specific guy) to choke me to death, he suffocated me once and it felt like heaven, my mind was so taken away, all my worries gone, it felt like a euphoric end, I think I nearly died, I remember waking up convulsing, and then we did it again, fuck it was so good. if that could be my end I think I would die happy.
but if it had to be me to do it, and it will, nitrous oxide in a bag.
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