Close_to_freedom

Close_to_freedom

Why the long face? Cause I don’t wanna live here.
May 19, 2020
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Definitely unexpected. I was trying more to use it to relating it to the pain aspect of it. Once the brain has trauma I believe the pain is non existent.
If you are wondering what falling is like give bungee jumping a try.
I've seen some really crappy therapists that are just prescription whores.
I read about a woman found at the bottom of the bridge I've chosen. Her injuries were mostly upper body. The head seemed fine.
 
wonderworld

wonderworld

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Jun 5, 2020
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i would probably think 'oh fuck'.

I've been thinking about jumping a lot but I don't want to hurt the people who might accidentally witness it as I've witnessed someone do it (they survived ) and it made my heart drop.
 
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Close_to_freedom

Close_to_freedom

Why the long face? Cause I don’t wanna live here.
May 19, 2020
418
i would probably think 'oh fuck'.

I've been thinking about jumping a lot but I don't want to hurt the people who might accidentally witness it as I've witnessed someone do it (they survived ) and it made my heart drop.
What did the survivor do when they landed?
 
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Connor36082

Member
Apr 18, 2019
44
Realistically I'd probably be terrified the whole way down and just have to hope that I fall as fast as possible. But this is my method as once you take the step off the edge there's no backing out of it.
 
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Close_to_freedom

Why the long face? Cause I don’t wanna live here.
May 19, 2020
418
Realistically I'd probably be terrified the whole way down and just have to hope that I fall as fast as possible. But this is my method as once you take the step off the edge there's no backing out of it.
And little chance of failure if it's a known suicide spot.
 
wonderworld

wonderworld

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Jun 5, 2020
351
What did the survivor do when they landed?
the person didn't jump per se but they were hanging off with their feet dangling down onto the motorway (or freeway ), the police officer held onto their hand and finally, they dragged them up. it kinda triggered me for a couple of days and oddly enough a month later I met them in the psych ward during my stay, they didn't have any injuries that I could see but they were sectioned.
 
mx5nb3

mx5nb3

"The opposite of depression is vitality"-A.S. Tedx
Jun 10, 2020
118
I would recommend going on a tandem skydive at least once if you are considering this method(Of course, not sure its possible with the social distancing measures). I did it earlier this year and was suprised by how peaceful it was. I could breathe, I didnt have a knot in my stomach.. it was great in my opinion. If I could afford a skydive kit and the training program, Id dive and never deploy the chute.. unfortunately it is very expensive.
 
Sad_Autistic_boy_101

Sad_Autistic_boy_101

When I die, you'll love me.
Nov 19, 2019
453
I'd feel at peace and that I'd finally done something worthwhile that would benefit everyone else around me.
 
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itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
Yeah it terrifies me. SN has too many rules though. Take this med and dose at this time, measure correctly, etc.
Both methods have their suck, fo- sho.....but in general, i don't think there's any easy way out of here- NOT at this point.....pick our 'preferred poison', whatever we can get! ..i guess that's how i see it........
 
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namelessX8

Student
Feb 22, 2019
111
I'd be thinking about how much better my next life will be...
 
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heraclitus

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May 22, 2020
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Those people look like ants - oh, wait, they are..............:smiling: Or I'd be humming

 
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Velia

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Mar 1, 2019
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I wonder if I will feel at peace and finally be free..
 
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Close_to_freedom

Close_to_freedom

Why the long face? Cause I don’t wanna live here.
May 19, 2020
418
I'd be thinking about how much better my next life will be...
While knowing there is no next life? Or do you really believe there is one?
 
sadgirl2002

sadgirl2002

Fallen Angel
Apr 9, 2019
452
The one I love.
 
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AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
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Probably nothing. I would just try to enjoy the view.
 
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BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
1,194
'Holy fucking shit!!!!111'

(I would probably regret it really hard and flail my arms around - just like I did the first time around, because Im a coward that isnt ready to face death)
 
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Lara Francis

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It's thought that a sense of regret is felt as soon as a person jumps, so maybe shit! I've changed my mind, what have I done? Followed by thoughts of those you love.
But who knows?
I don't believe anyone would not be influenced by the SI no matter how much they want to Ctb, but there would be so little time to think in this situation
 
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Why the long face? Cause I don’t wanna live here.
May 19, 2020
418
'Holy fucking shit!!!!111'

(I would probably regret it really hard and flail my arms around - just like I did the first time around, because Im a coward that isnt ready to face death)
We must fall like the man in black at the end of the documentary The Bridge.
 
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BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
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We must fall like the man in black at the end of the documentary The Bridge.

I aspire to have this level of chill.
He just went and did a backflip and fell down some 70 meters, and didnt even flinch
 
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Gladtogo

Member
Jun 6, 2020
36
Sky dive is one of the best things i've done, so i imagine it'll prob be a massive buzz.

I guess we only know about what the ones who survive were thinking, and if there's a high prevalence of regret, maybe that's linked to their survival. Hopefully the ones who die just embrace the fall, the buzz and the end.
 
palebluedot

palebluedot

the view from halfway down
Apr 20, 2020
41
This thread reminds me of the poem from BoJack, The View From Halfway Down about when Secretariat jumped. I have it in my name because it's been guiding my choices as I figure out how to catch the bus. I don't want to go through the pain of potentially realizing everything would be okay except for the fact that I was about to die and couldn't do anything about it. It scares me beyond words. I don't care how much the method I chose hurts physically as long as I don't end my life looking at the view from halfway down.

 
Close_to_freedom

Close_to_freedom

Why the long face? Cause I don’t wanna live here.
May 19, 2020
418
I aspire to have this level of chill.
He just went and did a backflip and fell down some 70 meters, and didnt even flinch
He is god of jumpers.
This thread reminds me of the poem from BoJack, The View From Halfway Down about when Secretariat jumped. I have it in my name because it's been guiding my choices as I figure out how to catch the bus. I don't want to go through the pain of potentially realizing everything would be okay except for the fact that I was about to die and couldn't do anything about it. It scares me beyond words. I don't care how much the method I chose hurts physically as long as I don't end my life looking at the view from halfway down.


If you watch the video where Secretariat jumps, he clearly doesn't regret it. Secretariat at the time of the poem was really just voicing Bojack's view of death.
 
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palebluedot

palebluedot

the view from halfway down
Apr 20, 2020
41
If you watch the video where Secretariat jumps, he clearly doesn't regret it. Secretariat at the time of the poem was really just voicing Bojack's view of death.
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I know, but there's definitely some truth to it, and I think the original shot of him falling is so zoomed out for a reason. I know the writer used testimonies from people who jumped to write it. IDK, something about that poem was enough to stop me from ever jumping
 
Close_to_freedom

Close_to_freedom

Why the long face? Cause I don’t wanna live here.
May 19, 2020
418
If you watch the video where Secretariat jumps, he clearly doesn't regret it. Secretariat at the time of the poem was really just voicing Bojack's view of death.

I know, but there's definitely some truth to it, and I think the original shot of him falling is so zoomed out for a reason. I know the writer used testimonies from people who jumped to write it. IDK, something about that poem was enough to stop me from ever jumping
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Watch the documentary The Bridge. There's a guy at the end who clearly doesn't regret his fall. The key to it i think is exhausting your options of getting better.
 
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Stavrogin

Stavrogin

If God not be, then this world dies with me
Jul 1, 2020
201
OH SHIT, OH FUCK, OH SHIT!
 
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Close_to_freedom

Close_to_freedom

Why the long face? Cause I don’t wanna live here.
May 19, 2020
418
OH SHIT, OH FUCK, OH SHIT!
I don't think people should jump with that mindset. Why impose anymore unnecessary suffering on yourself? I plan to jump in a calm state. It's been done.
 
Stavrogin

Stavrogin

If God not be, then this world dies with me
Jul 1, 2020
201
I don't think people should jump with that mindset. Why impose anymore unnecessary suffering on yourself? I plan to jump in a calm state. It's been done.
Yeah that's just me, jumping won't be the way I'll be going. Although I really don't think it matters once you're in free fall because the deed is done already. Do you know what you'll be jumping from?
 
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Aap

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
1,856
funny how fallin feels like flyin for a little...splat
 
Close_to_freedom

Close_to_freedom

Why the long face? Cause I don’t wanna live here.
May 19, 2020
418
Yeah that's just me, jumping won't be the way I'll be going. Although I really don't think it matters once you're in free fall because the deed is done already. Do you know what you'll be jumping from?
A bridge. About 800 ft. 10 second drop. Should I fall backward or forward? I heard landing on your feet is bad but I don't know if that matters at 800 ft.
 

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