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Bad Mojo

Not Student
Jul 10, 2019
293
Yeah, but I could put it off indefinitely without worrying. I could wait till my family passes and it wouldn't affect anyone.
 
boilingfishcakes

boilingfishcakes

맛있는 오뎅!
Jun 14, 2026
23
I have been poor, I have been homeless, and now I am quite well off. I can confidently say that the money has not fixed ne. It makes taking care of my basic needs much easier but no amount of money will fix how broken my brain is.
 
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JoeFailure

Wizard
Apr 29, 2019
662
I have been poor, I have been homeless, and now I am quite well off. I can confidently say that the money has not fixed ne. It makes taking care of my basic needs much easier but no amount of money will fix how broken my brain is.

Is there anything you like or are passionate about that you could use the wealth towards? Maybe it could be small steps. But I don't know your situation at all obviously.
 
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boilingfishcakes

boilingfishcakes

맛있는 오뎅!
Jun 14, 2026
23
Is there anything you like or are passionate about that you could use the wealth towards? Maybe it could be small steps. But I don't know your situation at all obviously.
So I was using my money to help some of my less well off friends so i could feel some sort of purpose, but it didn't end well.

My only other passion is cooking/culinary arts but that's basically it. I don't think I'd deserve culinary school if I'm just going to kill myself anyway... usually I make large or very nice meals and just give it away to friends.
 
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JoeFailure

Wizard
Apr 29, 2019
662
So I was using my money to help some of my less well off friends so i could feel some sort of purpose, but it didn't end well.

My only other passion is cooking/culinary arts but that's basically it. I don't think I'd deserve culinary school if I'm just going to kill myself anyway... usually I make large or very nice meals and just give it away to friends.

I mean it's really awesome that you do that. Do you know that you'd still end it if you went to culinary school?
 
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Green_leaf

Member
Nov 5, 2022
91
I would ctb with an ICBM if I had money.
 
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gardenhouse

Arcanist
Mar 26, 2026
431
No, i have money, and even no amount of money can fix my medical condition.
 
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boilingfishcakes

boilingfishcakes

맛있는 오뎅!
Jun 14, 2026
23
I mean it's really awesome that you do that. Do you know that you'd still end it if you went to culinary school?
Thank you! I still think I would ctb whether I went to culinary school or not. I can't even hold a job because my head is too screwy to really function. Still, cooking is very fun. It's a good way to have control over something so it's calming
 
The Disqualified

The Disqualified

Disqualified as a Human Being
Feb 4, 2023
305
I mean, money wouldn't solve any of my problems.
I always had a very priviliged upbringing compared to my country's conditions, but my problems aren't solvable by money...
 
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Tesha

Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
940
Money doesn't buy support for very long unfortunately. Most private hospitals and private therapists will no longer work with me, because of my risk - so I'm in the same place as any one else in the UK who has to rely on the NHS.
 
Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
354
All the money in the world can't cure all of my disabilities and magically turn me into a woman ... so no.
 
LastBusStop

LastBusStop

glass half empty
May 16, 2022
22
Yes. No amount of money in the world would cure my chronic illness, although it would make life a bit more comfortable.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,714
I think it would definitely help me in the short term. I mostly want to die to escape having to work or do chores the majority of the time to sustain life.

I can still enjoy things. If I had more financial freedom to do so, I think that would take a great weight off of me.

I would have to win the money though really. If I earnt it, I'd still be feeling the need to work hard to maintain that job. If someone gave me that money, I would feel guilty and beholden to them.

But- I think I could be happy- at least in the short term- living NEET. Longer term though- I'm not so sure. I may well become bored. Plus, money won't stop old age and illness.
 
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ThisUnrest

Seeking personal sovereignty
Aug 15, 2023
195
No, provided that nothing else got worse.
 
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icanjustdoit

Member
Jun 13, 2026
8
Even rich I would still be me. Stuck with my thoughts.
 
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myra

Member
Jun 15, 2026
33
yes because being rich can still mean that you are depressed or still have adhd bad. money doesn't buy you happiness either. it can just make your life more difficult.
 
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zoidberg

Member
May 19, 2026
12
It seems clear that having money and wealth is no protective shield against being suicidal. It perhaps helps with all the details, the problems, the lack, fear and worry, but the impulse...or the actual taking of one's own life...seems like there are plenty on this thread who say they have more than enough and still are suicidal.
 
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Kos

Member
Sep 10, 2025
12
i come from old money. if it did, i would have bought a cure if i could motivate myself. i always wanted to live in a beautiful villa by myself in my last days somewhere nice and victorian
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,597

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