Discussion If you think you will CTB after 6 months, will you do everything to make yourself feel as comfortable as possible?

[apple0613]

If you goona CTB after 6 months and you have like okay amount of saving, will do something that makes you comfortable, or even happy?

Like you can just buy an iPhone 17 Pro Max when it's out without any considering since you'll be leaving after a few months. I know it's not a lot of money for many people here, it's just an example.
You can even like longing or shorting Bitcoin just for fun, like it's you doing gamble the last time in your life, maybe it'll earn, then you can leave more money for your family or people who are important for you.

Or will you like just live the last six months just as usual, maybe in case you don't want to CTB anymore?


What will you do?

 

[............]

Sure, why not? I'd keep it on the down low so no one figures out why I'm spending so much those hypothetical 6 months, but sure.

 

[Droso]

I'm planning to spend a lot of money on various drugs, food and also go urban exploring.

However, I have to keep up the appearance of a college student who is planning his future life. I don't want to raise any suspicion. So I'm not going to empty my full bank account.

Additionally, I don't have a lot of wants or needs anymore. I just want to get my death over with.

 

[ellevain]

This is an interesting idea. Honestly speaking, I have been flirting with the ideation for long.. But this year I have slowly started doing stuffs I have.never done before. Bought a S25 Ultra and other stuffs.. Went on a vacay to SL.. Stuff like that. Idk for how long I will be live.. But I will keep living everyday.

 

[Anura]

If I'm confident about ctb then I'd probably feel more free to do whatever I want for the next 6 months because it wouldn't matter that much. I'd buy some nice things for myself, visit new places and probably be less hesitant when I get opportunities. I'd still try to be subtle so that no one would suspect anything. I think knowing that I'd ctb in 6 months would be kind of freeing and relieving, at least to me.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

I already did twice, but since I did not go through with killing myself being too comfortable ruined my life. Since I am still here, and have been for some time, I need to keep myself tidy.