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If you made a serious attempt?
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My last attempt was impulsive, though I was able to calm myself down enough before going through with it. I was going to hang myself in the washroom. This was a few weeks ago and I felt like crap afterwards.
I'll be making my first and hopefully only attempt either later today or tomorrow. It's planned. I even cleaned out my locker at work so my mom doesn't have to go to my job to get my belongings.
Planned but first attempt was early and impulsive due to an unbearable tooth infection. I got anti-biotics in the hospital from that attempt so my next should not be impulsive. It will be soon though. Wish for it to work for me this time.
Made both impulsive and planned attempts. Somehow the impulsive attempt didn't work. And survival instinct interrupted my carefully planned attempt in the last seconds. So I am still miserably living in this world.
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