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Was your last serious attempt impulsive!

  • Impulsive

    Votes: 16 51.6%
  • Planned

    Votes: 15 48.4%

  • Total voters
    31
EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,157
My last attempt was impulsive, though I was able to calm myself down enough before going through with it. I was going to hang myself in the washroom. This was a few weeks ago and I felt like crap afterwards.
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
Both impulsively and planned. I've ended up in the icu a few times.
 
usernamesarehard

usernamesarehard

Life sucks and then you die
Dec 22, 2021
308
I'll be making my first and hopefully only attempt either later today or tomorrow. It's planned. I even cleaned out my locker at work so my mom doesn't have to go to my job to get my belongings.
 
Off_Switch

Off_Switch

Experienced
Aug 15, 2025
266
Planpulsive
 
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User111885

I request my username and all posts be deleted.
Jun 22, 2025
553
Planpulsive
I planned and planned and then suddenly it was impulsive on that date. Im like pretty sure it didn't work... But more planned...
 
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strawberry931

Member
Aug 23, 2025
76
Planned but first attempt was early and impulsive due to an unbearable tooth infection. I got anti-biotics in the hospital from that attempt so my next should not be impulsive. It will be soon though. Wish for it to work for me this time.
 
Exhausted-and-Alone

Exhausted-and-Alone

Member
Jan 17, 2024
27
Semi planned. I needed/wanted to do it again, but I didn't intend to at that moment. This week has been rough.
 
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feydrid

Member
Aug 19, 2025
7
Made both impulsive and planned attempts. Somehow the impulsive attempt didn't work. And survival instinct interrupted my carefully planned attempt in the last seconds. So I am still miserably living in this world.
 
lawlietsph

lawlietsph

can we be done here
May 6, 2023
389
impulsive, and I know my suicide will be impulsive. i will lose my mind one day and do it
 
K

Klophy

Lost...
Jun 28, 2022
207
Selected planned, but it's mixed.

Everything but the time/date was planned.
 
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Eriktf

Elementalist
Jun 1, 2023
835
almost all of mine was impulsive
maybe 2 or something of my 12 attempts was planed
 
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Steph99

Student
Aug 29, 2025
115
Impulsive, as a result of sadden bad life circumstances ... which got better.
 

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