Venting If you knew that your life would end in a month, what would you do to live that time meaningfully, and how would you feel thinking about it?

[NotUrDream]

Our lives are made of moments, and often, we pass through them without realizing the time we have. But what if you knew that, in just one month, everything would come to an end? What would you do to make the most of every instant? What would you do to leave a legacy, to feel fulfilled, to say goodbye to what matters most?

 

[whorror]

You can barely do something meaningful when you live under capitalism. even if I had one month to live I don't have the capabilities to actually do something meaningful before passing because the system is not in my favor, or, in anybody's favors except a CEO or a landlord. so nothing will change, apart from me getting happier knowing that there is only gonna be another month of this bullshit and then peace..

 

[SealsOfTheArctic]

I'd find a willing participant to go on a wild drug fuelled sex bender whilst touring the theme parks of the world. I'd tell those I'm closest to how much I love them, but if I knew my life would end I'd live my absolute best life.

 

[Mr.Ruben]

What would you do to make the most of every instant? What would you do to leave a legacy, to feel fulfilled, to say goodbye to what matters most?

I would buy a big canvas, and paint my family members in a normal front faced shot smiling. I would then want to make a similar idea of positive emotion via a digital illustration for all my friends internationally. a captivating moment which everyone of people I hold for and have held for me, talking to each other with either a warm night bus adventure, or a walk in the nature with a summer breeze.

I would put the canvas back, that this painting is meant to be the only materialistic remembrance I wish others to receive expect my parents. And for my friends, just sending them the file.

I would feel happy to create a piece of art that I hope they enjoy and feel the happiness I have looking at the painting or illustration once I am finished.

 

[NotUrDream]

I'd find a willing participant to go on a wild drug fuelled sex bender whilst touring the theme parks of the world. I'd tell those I'm closest to how much I love them, but if I knew my life would end I'd live my absolute best life.

I found it interesting. doing insane, risky, and crazy things with someone by your side before leaving the world is really something else

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

Look at ocean waves, think back to my happy moments and look forward to leaving.

 

[NotUrDream]

I would buy a big canvas, and paint my family members in a normal front faced shot smiling. I would then want to make a similar idea of positive emotion via a digital illustration for all my friends internationally. a captivating moment which everyone of people I hold for and have held for me, talking to each other with either a warm night bus adventure, or a walk in the nature with a summer breeze.

I would put the canvas back, that this painting is meant to be the only materialistic remembrance I wish others to receive expect my parents. And for my friends, just sending them the file.

I would feel happy to create a piece of art that I hope they enjoy and feel the happiness I have looking at the painting or illustration once I am finished.

That is really a beautiful and meaningful thing to do, I would do something similar, but with music

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

i would be so happy that i finally will be dead in a month to escape this hell

all i would do is what i do now is to try to not fall into a trap of unbearable pain or suffering then to not suffer in any way unti l i die anyway. all i want to do is not suffer extremely and then not suffer at all. consciously and logically i don't care about anything else

for example i have to drink water regularly or experience the pain of extreme thirst as all humans and other animals have to be slaves this one need. but of course there are many more needs and things you have to do to keep pain away , not get kignapped tortured, not get attacked , keep out of cold wind , eat food, work a job to not be homeless countless more chores jobs and needs that don't have to exist nor be tolerated

its the worst luck i was brought into this hell as a fragile needey small animal that can suffer continuous unbearable pain.

i don't want to consciously do anything else in this evil world and evil life ever . i only want to avoid pain and suffering and kill myself only because i was brought here against my will and am still live. i were dead then i wouldn't have to do anything at all because i would cease to exist for all time which is what i want

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

You can barely do something meaningful when you live under capitalism. even if I had one month to live I don't have the capabilities to actually do something meaningful before passing because the system is not in my favor, or, in anybody's favors except a CEO or a landlord. so nothing will change, apart from me getting happier knowing that there is only gonna be another month of this bullshit and then peace..

Very valid point. Some people would just want to be gone before possibly ending up out of a job and on unemployment benefits. You've summed up life for many. Drudgery, slavery and bills with nothing to look forward to (except for death).

 

[NotUrDream]

Look at ocean waves, think back to my happy moments and look forward to leaving.

It is a very comforting scene

 

[Mr.Ruben]

That is really a beautiful and meaningful thing to do, I would do something similar, but with music

I would love too, unfortunately I don't have the biggest knowledge with sound software and 0 on instruments.
If I ever had the chance in a future, or another life, I think something in the sound waves of this song, would satisfy me:

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

It is a very comforting scene

I've been doing it a lot this year. Just staring at waves.

 

[x9x99988]

i don't think i'd do anything new in particular

 

[starboy2k]

I'd rob my local grocery store.
Will take all the money I spend on overpriced groceries but won't even hire me for a fucking cashier job.



jk….or am I?

 

[NotUrDream]

i would be so happy that i finally will be dead in a month to escape this hell

all i would do is what i do now is to try to not fall into a trap of unbearable pain or suffering then to not suffer in any way unti l i die anyway. all i want to do is not suffer extremely and then not suffer at all. consciously and logically i don't care about anything else

for example i have to drink water regularly or experience the pain of extreme thirst as all humans and other animals have to be slaves this one need. but of course there are many more needs and things you have to do to keep pain away , not get kignapped tortured, not get attacked , keep out of cold wind , eat food, work a job to not be homeless countless more chores jobs and needs that don't have to exist nor be tolerated

its the worst luck i was brought into this hell as a fragile needey small animal that can suffer continuous unbearable pain.

i don't want to consciously do anything else in this evil world and evil life ever . i only want to avoid pain and suffering and kill myself only because i was brought here against my will and am still live. i were dead then i wouldn't have to do anything at all because i would cease to exist for all time which is what i want

It is entirely fair, you already force your brain to function constantly, day in and day out, while always battling violent waves of suffering. Simply avoiding everything, putting the brakes on your conscious mind until you finally reach the end of your life without worrying about time or obligations, just arriving at your destination in a state of absolute calm and peace

I'd rob my local grocery store.
Will take all the money I spend on overpriced groceries but won't even hire me for a fucking cashier job.



jk….or am I?

I understand how frustrating it is, I recently tried to get a job at the grocery store next to my apartment myself, and they never offer me a position, even though they clearly lack cashiers or stockers :- /

 

[bloodlet]

"show them the burnt polaroid" as someone said before..
Is it scary or more freeing knowing what you've done doesn't mean shit?-but at least acknowledging that can grant greater power even over life itself, seems like an abstraction since all we're left over of us are memories we got to experience, the tunnel vision that lets you see the 'whole' of nothingness you've been standing over.

 

[NickyKymJelly]

Hard to say. Part of me would want to do absolutely nothing but my daily routine, but the other part says to do something crazy for myself (drugs and alcohol). I've always wanted to visit haunted places where I live. I think I'd spend my last month visiting those places and see if I can make any spiritual connection.

 

[NotUrDream]

"show them the burnt polaroid" as someone said before..
Is it scary or more freeing knowing what you've done doesn't mean shit?-but at least acknowledging that can grant greater power even over life itself, seems like an abstraction since all we're left over of us are memories we got to experience, the tunnel vision that lets you see the 'whole' of nothingness you've been standing over.

I can't deny that this phrase "show them the burnt polaroid" really interests me a lot, it's actually given me a lot to think about now, It was the first time that i ever read this phrase, and it seems like I just found a phrase for something that i've wanted to express for a long time but didnt know how, damn

 

[Lemelonade]

First of all, I would be happy that I don't have to do it myself after all.

I don't think I would do anything different than what I've already planned to do. Except that I would be able to talk about it more because the cause of my death would be out of my control.

 

[itsgone2]

Nothing. I'd be very grateful to die that soon. But I'd spend the whole month in bed. Just waiting