If you knew that you'd go to an eternal happy place after ctb, would you do it asap?

[Ambivalent1]

I do not think that I will rush the process or the planning. I will take my time as much as I can to avoid any failure, and in the end I will definitely do it. At that time, my suffering will have a meaning or a purpose. I will have the ability to endure this suffering until I achieve peace and my eternal happiness.

Do you view ctb as something to earn and that when you have accumulated enough suffering then it will be time to go?

 

[divinemistress87]

But suicide NDEs tend to be hellish.

From what I heard from a psychic medium friend from her perspective they feel guilty at first but their guides help them move on and then they are at peace wherever they go. Not saying it's true just what she tells me

 

[bluebird16]

Not asap.

 

[kawaiiphantom]

YESSSSSSSSSSSS- well I guess no actually cuz I still have some stuff I need to finish :'>

 

[QueerMelancholy]

No. I am assuming a lot of people who enjoy life would kill themselves though.

I'd be alone on this planet. God, that sounds like heaven to me.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

No because I still have a lot of planning and preparations to make before I could be satisfied with my death.

 

[lifewasawillow]

Yes in a heartbeat. Going somewhere with no depression sounds like an absolute dream. I wish it was like that, unfortunately it's not that simple to know where we go after we pass.

 

[Final_Choice]

I would still wait until I can cut off people from my life first and minimize damage CTB would cause, but I would work on that at a much faster pace and would drop everything else to do so.

 

[Clonazepam]

yes, but anything 'eternal' scares me. i wouldn't want to be anywhere eternally. would prefer if i simply didn't have any consciousness at all.

 

[NoFutureAnymore]

I'm not sure if I'm ready to leave. The existence of an afterlife doesn't influence my choice. Hoever I tend to believe in NDE's that show an afterlife.

But suicide NDEs tend to be hellish.

We only know the NDE's from people that survived it and had to go back. My guess is that the successful ones first have to face the pain they cause by ctbing in their life review, but at the end everybody passes this fase and goes to a better place. So the less people you hurt during life, the easier you will go trough the life review. And the more pain, the longer it will take (but not forever).

 

[ctbcat]

oh, the guarantee of it would quell any survival instinct i have. i'd still go on my planned day instead of immediately, but... it'd be easier. i wouldn't have to fight as hard to die in that scenario - i don't imagine i'd thrash about the same i will once i go in this life. i love the idea of the afterlife. it's naive maybe, but i hate this physical plane and the people in it and i want different, more, less, whatever... any world that isnt here

 

[WeirdGirlAnon]

For sure that would be my dream. The only thing keeping me around now is my mom pretty much but I think she'd understand if I left for a guaranteed pain free existence<3

 

[Onomatopoeia]

I had happiness here on Earth. My husband and I graduated from college together, we were both teachers and coaches, and so happy for 13 years. We weren't rich with money, but were rich with love. We were happy and had a great home in a great neighborhood. We were about to have a baby. Then police killed my husband. Then the baby died in utero. Now I'm going to die. If I knew I'd instantly be reunited with my husband and baby, I'd do it right now as we speak. That's the only way I'll have eternal happiness, with my family reunited.

 

[calebzz1]

I would right now.

 

[throneofdispair03]

Honestly, I'd just prefer nothing happen. I just wanna slip outta reality like I never existed and to not have a single thought again.