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Cockney_Rebel

Cockney_Rebel

Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
Jan 7, 2021
455
Myself: EUPD/BPD & OCD.

I used to really be able to "see it," but since completely coming off of the medication two months ago, I just don't know anymore?

I think I just think differently.

It's like I've morphed into this new, as yet unknown diagnosis?

I think there should be a completely new diagnosis, for people like us on this site. People, who for whatever reason, want to end this phase of their journey (AKA: Suicide.)

What about you?
 
HelloHell

HelloHell

Arcanist
Dec 26, 2019
443
I just went along with my schizoaffective diagnosis. Idk and tbh i dont really care about it. My diagnosis won't matter after I die.

Idk if this can be considered a diagnosis, but I sometimes refer to it as "chronic suicidality"
 
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Cockney_Rebel

Cockney_Rebel

Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
Jan 7, 2021
455
I just went along with my schizoaffective diagnosis. Idk and tbh i dont really care about it. My diagnosis won't matter after I die.

Idk if this can be considered a diagnosis, but I sometimes refer to it as "chronic suicidality"
I may be wrong, but I think I've actually heard that "label" before, somewhere?
 
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HelloHell

Arcanist
Dec 26, 2019
443
I may be wrong, but I think I've actually heard that "label" before, somewhere?
Yes I guess people use that label here and there, but I think it doesnt have "official" definition/criteria yet. I read somewhere that it might be a personality disorder (dont quote me on this I dont remember the source)
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,158
I 100 percent disagree with a random false diagnosis I got in 2019. I said 3 sentences all based in reality voicing my fears and needs for survival. They straight up made up two freaky lies I never uttered also.

I see soooo many people especially on Reddit telling about disorders they have. I really think many are just very unfortunate... reading about people who have utterly shitty home lifes saying they have treatment resistant depression. No...their lives aren't improving or changing...

I've been fucked and judged by family for this. It's so shitty they believed some shitty psychiatrist, never questioned- hey I haven't seen those symptoms or behaviors EVER. After years of admitting to depression and anxiety I truly believe it's not chemical. It's situational. Existence has been a shit-show.
 
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Cockney_Rebel

Cockney_Rebel

Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
Jan 7, 2021
455
Yes I guess people use that label here and there, but I think it doesnt have "official" definition/criteria yet. I read somewhere that it might be a personality disorder (dont quote me on this I dont remember the source)
Actually, I think I know where I've heard it before … it's one of the 9 traits of EUPD/BPD :smiling:.

Maybe just worded slightly differently, though.
 
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Jumping_realms

Jumping_realms

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Jul 4, 2021
483
cPTSD, GAD, OCD, manic depressive.

Not sure they know, really. I've told family and Drs, I really don't care what the diagnoses is, I am resistant to the meds and treatment. Putting a label on me that may or may not be correct doesn't really do shit for me, at all, either. I still suffer the fucking same.

I am grateful for professionals at least helping me how they can, though, even though it's extremely minimal most of the times.
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
917
If it makes sense, yes.

But lastly I had a hard time trusting doctors, especially when they seems to not even care for my particular case.

I'm really disappointed with their lack of empathy.
You go to the doctor, it's your life on the line, I don't even care about the money, I just want to get better.

"This might be a symptom of X, Y or Z"

Then you do tests for X and Y. Negative.

Doctor: Then it's Z, here is your treatment.
Me: But I'm already on treatment for Z. It's not working."
Doctor: But it's Z. It's the only explanation.

Wtf?! Not even test it? Did it run through their heads that my case might not be X, nor Y nor Z, but another problem that is NOT on the list?

This happened to me recently, unfortunately. It really shaken my trust on the doctors.
I understand the limits of modern medicine. But come on, that was a completely lack of interest on my case.
 
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Anonymous 4

Specialist
Jun 26, 2021
304
Myself: EUPD/BPD & OCD.

I used to really be able to "see it," but since completely coming off of the medication two months ago, I just don't know anymore?

I think I just think differently.

It's like I've morphed into this new, as yet unknown diagnosis?

I think there should be a completely new diagnosis, for people like us on this site. People, who for whatever reason, want to end this phase of their journey (AKA: Suicide.)

What about you?
No I wouldn't fully agree, apparently I ADHD, with other things, they sa ADHD is bad, how can having touch energy be BAD? Ain't that the same as saying, oh no I'm sorry sorry, but you have to much MONEY?? hand having to much force, in the form of energy bad? Fu*king idiots, not the people here, the psyks who seem to think they see issues inside the human mind, which is the most complex thing know to man, has more neuron connections then there are stars in the known universe, and the irony of it is, if by some way the human mind could understand it self fully, the amount of electrical power that would be needed to power both the limaric, recomplex, and frontal lobe to make this possible, would melt the human mind way before it got half way passed it, coz its made of flesh, a kind fail safe if you will, not allowing the human mind to ever come close to understanding it's true nature or becoming ultra intelligent, but then you have these guys who think they what's wrong, yeah take this pill, that don't work take this one, sorry that one didn't work talk this one now, pretty clear you ain't got a fuc*king clue what your doing
 
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Bedrock48

Bedrock48

Dreadful damage, dreadful destiny
Feb 1, 2021
540
EUPD and dissociative disorder (although the latter probably comes under the EUPD label now)

I'd say it fits, I originally believed I just had depression and psychosis but with further mental health assessment I was diagnosed with EUPD. Although it toook me a while to come round to the diagnosis I think it fits pretty well. Explains a lot of my day to day experience. Psychotic symptoms, extreme mood swings, suicidality, dissociation, it all fits.

I was also diagnosed with anxiety

That I don't believe or like as a diagnosis. I rarely feel anxious except in stressful situations that I feel would make most people anxious. Idk it just doesn't fit and I hate that it's on my record.
 
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everydayiloveyou

Arcanist
Jul 5, 2020
490
Social anxiety disorder
Depression

I had self-dxed with both when I first developed depression. Still rang true when I got to see a real psych. I think they describe my issues to a T.
 
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