If you had to chose, would you go with SN or gun/shotgun?

[SeekingPeace164]

and why?

 

[ctemourge]

i want SN so its painless and i wont even be awake. but gun sounds more likely to be used for myself since its more accessible:/

 

[sugarh1gh]

If it goes as planned, I would choose SN.

As much as I want to have peaceful, painless ending, I don't want to mess up my body. I want it to stay just like when I am alive, no blood or missing part involved.

I think I also fear that gun would not end me at one go. If I shoot myself and am still alive less functioning, I would want to shoot again as long as I have capability. But I fear I might not have that capability.

 

[divinemistress36]

Gun cause its quick but i dont have the energy to go to a gun range to go learn how to shoot

 

[ImTelling]

SHOTGUN. Main reason being it's such a striking visual. You're turning your body into modern art, into something that will live in the minds of those who see it way after you've been buried and forgotten.

 

[SeekingPeace164]

SHOTGUN. Main reason being it's such a striking visual. You're turning your body into modern art, into something that will live in the minds of those who see it way after you've been buried and forgotten.

that's… an oddly beautiful and interesting way of putting it

 

[ImTelling]

that's… an oddly beautiful and interesting way of putting it

It's your legacy! Ricardo Lopez (The Bjork Stalker) knew how to make a legacy. The green and red stripes on his fully shaved face, "The Best of Me" painting, Bjork's face frozen on the TV, her music serenading him in the background, "VICTORY".

It's your legacy.

 

[ferrie]

I'd choose a gun simply because I'd be gone instantly, and there are less things that could go wrong. It would be nice to be able to pass falling asleep in my bed like I could with SN & benzos though

 

[SeekingPeace164]

It's your legacy! Ricardo Lopez (The Bjork Stalker) knew how to make a legacy. The green and red stripes on his fully shaved face, "The Best of Me" painting, Bjork's face frozen on the TV, her music serenading him in the background, "VICTORY".

It's your legacy.

Well, I'm gonna make some legacy in my car on the side of some country road

 

[ImTelling]

Well, I'm gonna make some legacy in my car on the side of some country road

It's up to you, man! Do whatever!

 

[UmbraDweller]

Definitely SN.

My reasons:
• I've seen cases where people aimed badly, fucked up their faces and survived. Gruesome living conditions if I fail, unlike with SN where physical consequences are unlikely to happen.
• In case I do die but have imperfect aim it will be very painful process. SN causes only slight discomfort.
• With a gun it's very gory and messy. I want to make it easy for people who will find and manage my corpse.
• Guns are not accesible for me personally. I would need to go through long process of obtaining a license, I find it too much of a work. SN is relatively easy to get.
• Owning a gun is out of my persona and would look suspicious. I can obtain SN secretively and hide it without feeling too stressed about it.
• Passing out feels more peaceful to me rather than putting a gun to my head and imagining how it will splash pieces of flesh all around the place.
• I find drinking something easier to do than pulling the trigger. Easier to overcome SI.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Is there a door #3?

If pushed, and I needed to make a really quick exit, maybe because of some physical limitation that was getting worse, or something like that, I would probably choose a gun, probably a shotgun. SN just has too much protocol (for me) with all the extra needed drugs and all that, which would be difficult for me to obtain.

 

[FuneralCry]

I personally prefer the sound of a poison method so I'd go with the SN, it just sounds like it'd be easier to go through with and many have died from SN after all, I envy those who have the means to die in such a way.

 

[AWeepingWidower]

and why?

In a strict hypothetical scenario I would choose a gun.

Number one you have to overcome your SI at it's strongest to pull it off from what I understand. Meaning even deep down you wanted it more than your SI had a say.
Number two the success rate is much higher. and more importantly the chances of you surviving (but with trauma) are much lower.
But that's just my 2 cents. The thought of failing and having brain damage and losing any and all rights I have being entrusted to the state scares the absolute hell out of me.

 

[Georg]

Shotgun to the Head has a 99% success rate while with SN it is around 70-80%. So I would definitely prefer to go with the Shotgun

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I would choose SN. I don't want my body to be blown up and I could never pull the trigger of a gun to kms.

 

[Dark Moon]

I'm a Call of Duty fan so the gun, I would just get a standard 9mm pistol with a single shot to the brain or the gun pointing upwards in my mouth to the brain. It's faster than SN but guns are banned here and SN is not available here either, there's a lot of instructions and other painkillers for that and it's just a hassle, I prefer death by gunshot.

 

[fleetingnight]

Handgun, it's quick, and doesn't seem THAT easy to fuck up.

 

[tychai]

shotgun, quick and simple to my limited understanding

 

[Hunter2005]

Definitely a gun because it's one of the most reliable methods

 

[set0553]

A gun would be much quicker for sure, and I already have one, plus avoiding all the anxiety of waiting and possibly freaking out and changing my mind while waiting.. I think also about how much prep and time put into ordering SN, testing it, all the other things you gotta take, but with a gun, just squeeze the trigger and its over.

SHOTGUN. Main reason being it's such a striking visual. You're turning your body into modern art, into something that will live in the minds of those who see it way after you've been buried and forgotten.

Never thought of it that way, though id hope not to traumatize too many people..

 

[karmaisabitch]

Gun cause its quick but i dont have the energy to go to a gun range to go learn how to shoot

I feel the same!
Definitely gunshot, it's painless

 

[LostSoul1965]

I have met people through AA that have attempted with a gun and for whatever reason failed.I'm sure they thought at the time it was foolproof. They are noticeably disfigured and I'd say probably regretting that decision immensely. Pretty sure they went through alot of physical and emotional pain and still are. Like any method alot of thought and preparation need to be applied. It's the most lethal method but like any other needs to be well thought out and executed. Not nearly as simple as some like to think.

 

[MapleSyrupVein]

SN listening to music after saying goodbye to my friends and just relax back and look beautiful like im sleeping. my mom would be less traumatised by me sleeping then blood everywhere

 

[MrOptions]

My gun of course.

Ruger 9mm DC89. Using 147 grain underwood hollow points. Contact slightly above right ear.

Then sweet everlasting peace.

 

[maneose]

If this is a perfect scenario and both methods are 100% rate of success than I would say gun. I liked how the previous comments put how death by gun can be very beautiful in a weird sense. It also seems like it would show how desperate and in pain I was in to do something that intense. SN involves too much planning for me and I don't think I would be able to go through the fasting let alone chugging the liquid down. Plus with a gun you can easily not go through with it by putting it down, but once you go with SN you have a much larger waiting time to "want out" and sometimes you're too late. Maybe I romanticize it too much but even though I would probably not feel it, it seems like the feeling would be cathartic and freeing.

 

[Kurai]

I would choose SN just cause my body will be intact, I don't think I will be able to pull the trigger if I had a shotgun

 

[DesperateOne]

If I was in the states, shotgun for sure. There are too many variables for SN and too much suffering that's involved in it. Sure majority go somewhat peacefully, but there's a decent chunk who experience very horrible effects (at least from what I've read). It also takes so much more time to get it done. I would have to wait for 20-30 min to go unconscious? I wouldn't be able to take it and my SI would probably make me call for ambulance like 5 minutes in. With a gun I would just press it and it is instantly over.

 

[crystal_meth97]

Difficult question, sort of, but I would still go with SN because it's easier for me. I don't have experience with guns, I'm not from the US, so I'm afraid I would screw up if I used one to CTB. Also, it is easier for me to ingest something and wait, the survival instinct will likely kick in, but I think I can deal with it. However, with a shotgun, I would have trouble mustering up the courage to pull the trigger and difficulties aiming correctly. So I choose SN, definitely, not such a difficult question after all I guess.

 

[thot88]

I would like to leave with a firearm. With a rifle or a shotgun. Because sure and fast. But SN or inert gas is my method due to availability. SN is bad because you have to wait until the symptoms of poisoning start. You can panic while waiting. You almost have to have a sedative at the same time.