Venting If You Had Nembutal...

[rozeske]

I probably would endup spilling it all with my athirst to drink it fast.

 

[ChiefSeattle]

Illnesses? I guess no physical ones. If you'd like to PM I could share my personal circumstances / reasons why I want to ctb.

I'm not going there to drink / party. I'd be okay with going to a park or something but my #1 purpose would be to acquire N.

Either one works for me > it's obviously less risky to just take it there, but I also wouldn't really want to die in Peru. PREFERABLY I'd be at home, where i could drink / smoke and be relaxed.

I've met a few people on the forum who have brought N back from both Peru and Mexico, so it's definitely possible

I can't risk taking it back to UK. Then I would be going home empty handed if not to a Peruvian jail. PM me I don't know how to navigate this site yet

Illnesses? I guess no physical ones. If you'd like to PM I could share my personal circumstances / reasons why I want to ctb.

I'm not going there to drink / party. I'd be okay with going to a park or something but my #1 purpose would be to acquire N.

Either one works for me > it's obviously less risky to just take it there, but I also wouldn't really want to die in Peru. PREFERABLY I'd be at home, where i could drink / smoke and be relaxed.

I've met a few people on the forum who have brought N back from both Peru and Mexico, so it's definitely possibl

Illnesses? I guess no physical ones. If you'd like to PM I could share my personal circumstances / reasons why I want to ctb.

I'm not going there to drink / party. I'd be okay with going to a park or something but my #1 purpose would be to acquire N.

Either one works for me > it's obviously less risky to just take it there, but I also wouldn't really want to die in Peru. PREFERABLY I'd be at home, where i could drink / smoke and be relaxed.

I've met a few people on the forum who have brought N back from both Peru and Mexico, so it's definitely possible

It says I do not have permission to view this page or perform this action in regard to following you. I only joined last night so probably restricted ?

 

[letsgetittogo]

I can't risk taking it back to UK. Then I would be going home empty handed if not to a Peruvian jail. PM me I don't know how to navigate this site yet


It says I do not have permission to view this page or perform this action in regard to following you. I only joined last night so probably restricted ?

Definitely restricted, you need to post / interact more before you can PM people

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I can't risk taking it back to UK. Then I would be going home empty handed if not to a Peruvian jail. PM me I don't know how to navigate this site yet

I don't think you'd get a prison sentence in Peru for buying N. At the airport there their focus is most likely on drugs specifically coc. However I would suggest to get a law protection insurance if it is seized in the UK in your case. I don't think you'd get a prison sentence in the UK for having 2 or 3 bottles N. I'd actually not be to worried about N in my luggage it's not drugs. And the main focus is on drugs from the region not on N. (My personal opinion)

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

I'd likely be gone already.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I want to wait for my Dad to go first. I'd probably like to visit a few places in the UK too before I go. Have a bit of time out before permanent time out.

 

[ChiefSeattle]

I don't think you'd get a prison sentence in Peru for buying N. At the airport there their focus is most likely on drugs specifically coc. However I would suggest to get a law protection insurance if it is seized in the UK in your case. I don't think you'd get a prison sentence in the UK for having 2 or 3 bottles N. I'd actually not be to worried about N in my luggage it's not drugs. And the main focus is on drugs from the region not on N. (My personal opinion)

Yes I am not concerned about UK police. They will figure it out and probably force me to get help. It is a controlled drug (CD) but hardly a prison sentence when circumstances are taken into consideration.

Countries like Peru can keep you in prison for a couple of years before you get a judge to listen to your case. That is the risk with these countries.

 

[davidtorez]

I don't think you'd get a prison sentence in Peru for buying N. At the airport there their focus is most likely on drugs specifically coc. However I would suggest to get a law protection insurance if it is seized in the UK in your case. I don't think you'd get a prison sentence in the UK for having 2 or 3 bottles N. I'd actually not be to worried about N in my luggage it's not drugs. And the main focus is on drugs from the region not on N. (My personal opinion)

I would be cautious about what is considered the smuggling drug quantity for profit and personal use . Different penalties apply usually to those.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I would be cautious about what is considered the smuggling drug quantity for profit and personal use . Different penalties apply usually to those.

Yeah that's a good point!!

 

[tsumihoroboshi]

i'd take it instantly just to see what it does

 

[iloverachel]

If I could also magically erase memories of me from both my parents, so that they wouldn't be devastated about it, I would take it right now

Tired of this life

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case if I had Nembutal I'd be so glad and relieved, all I wish for is to cease existing peacefully, I have no interest in the harmful and torturous imposition that is human existence. For me suicide is rational to escape from all future unnecessary suffering, I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what especially as there is literally no limit as to how much agony one can feel as long as they exist. There's nothing desirable about suffering so unnecessarily when permanently ceasing to exist solves everything, to be conscious and aware is a curse to me, I simply wish to be permanently unaware of the evil that is existence.

 

[whiteclaudia]

I do it think a 25 year old should do this. What illness do you have to make you want to carry out this act. I do not mean to be preachy. It is because I am 55 with very serious health issues and I do not want to take an innocent down with me.

There is also the possibility of getting into trouble with local authorities. Everything must be considered.

we all have our reasons. try pm'ing people from the partners thread instead of giving people the third degree here.

 

[ChiefSeattle]

Apologise I did not read your post properly. Only getting to know how to navigate the site. I am curious and this is a very serious subject. If I am going to Peru I have a right and genuine interest to make sure we know what we are doing. I tell people what I think.

Whatever you do to end it is your business but your account says you are 'Well Adjusted' ?

The thread is called 'Venting - if you had nembutal' - I am in the right place alright

 

[leloyon]

I'd wait a while, take care of the shit I want to take care of before I go.

 

[ChiefSeattle]

we all have our reasons. try pm'ing people from the partners thread instead of giving people the third degree here.

The thread is called 'Venting' about N

I'm 23, and physically very healthy.

wouldn't say I'm an innocent, just have life circumstances that make me want to ctb

Okeydokey I have PMd you

we all have our reasons. try pm'ing people from the partners thread instead of giving people the third degree here.

Apologise I did not read your post properly. Only getting to know how to navigate the site. I am curious and this is a very serious subject. If I am going to Peru I have a right and genuine interest to make sure we know what we are doing. I tell people what I think.

Whatever you do to end it is your business but your account says you are 'Well Adjusted' ?

The thread is called 'Venting - if you had nembutal' - I am in the right place alright

 

[mybodyisaprisoncell]

I'm seeking a travel buddy to go to Lima Peru for exactly what you require (N)

I'd be willing to travel with you

 

[Ernest1964]

I do it think a 25 year old should do this. What illness do you have to make you want to carry out this act. I do not mean to be preachy. It is because I am 55 with very serious health issues and I do not want to take an innocent down with me.

There is also the possibility of getting into trouble with local authorities. Everything must be considered.

I appreciate your concern about "not taking an innocent down with you." I once had a conversation with someone on this board who was willing to pay for all my expenses to meet him in Tijuana, Mexico. He wanted me to take him to the right shop where he could buy Sodium Pentobarbital. This is something that I have done in the past for others, I have mostly just translated for people so they could buy their own bottles. What they would do with the bottles was their own business, for all I know they had a Saint Bernard at home with terminal cancer, right? Any way, he offered me a pretty nice tip for my help and time above him paying for my flights, hotel, food, taxis for the trip ( $1500.00USD). I always require a Zoom meeting with the person before moving forward with the actual meet up in Mexico. When we met online, I saw that the person was just a kid. He told ne that he was actually 16 years old and his girlfriend of three months had recently broke up with him. I don't know where he got that kind of money but I backed out. His girlfriend broke up with him?! Three months?!! I understand that his pain and suffering were real and devastating to him at the time but THAT was just ridiculous.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Yes I'd take it instantly. Or at least near instantly. The first thing that I'd do is search up failed nembutal attempts on this forum so that I make sure to not replicate the mistakes that they made. Then, once I'm confident as for how I can take the N without failing, I'd go to a safe and quiet place and take it. I'll make sure to not waste such an opportunity as rare and as beneficial to me as getting N. Sadly it's impossible for me to get N which means that I can only dream about it instead