Venting If you had N right now would you do it?

[Iwashereonce]

I would.

 

[Darkover]

yeap i would leave right now no questions asked i would just drink it and go to sleep and never wake up ever again
we can dream

 

[orca87]

The temptation is there. But I think I would wait. Just to see if just having it could give me so much peace of mind that I could continue for a few days.

 

[Nohw]

Definitely.

 

[TapeMachine]

No, not quite yet.

 

[CTB Dream]

Ya 100%

 

[Gonnerr]

That reply would not exist.

 

[blackwidow92]

Most definitely

 

[soontobedone]

Done.

 

[galintra90]

I would.

For sure, asap

 

[manta]

I'd be gone before June that's for sure.

 

[WonderfulWeatherDIE]

Would have taken it before i even read the full thread.

 

[SenseOfLoss]

Yea, me too…

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course, it would be so wonderful to just peacefully pass away into permanent nothingness, if I had such a peaceful method there would be no need to prolong this futile process that only leads to us ceasing to exist anyway.

 

[miserabletires9]

i supposedly have N, although I may get it tested. It's been 4 years since I got it.

Then I read I also need anti nausea medication. But what kind? where can I get it?

 

[RichardFirst]

This is an interesting though experiment. We're all here because we want to CTB, but I would wager that most are not quite ready just yet. I would fall into this category, but if I were offered the opportunity, would I take it? I think so.

 

[ShotgunShell]

As of this moment, yes. I am filled with crippling dysphoria and depression today.

 

[Never Alive]

Honestly no. Not because I don't want to go but because I still have some leeway. But in some months I don't have the freedom I have now. So yes, I would wait a bit still then do it no questions asked just goodbyes.

 

[thouxan]

I definitely want to ctb in the future but not sure when. I am currently trying to get help juuust in case anything helps. But if I was offered N and I either had to take it right now or never, I would definitely do it.

 

[Haruka]

100%.

 

[heartbroken12]

Yes

 

[rabbit_feet]

I think I'd be tempted but too scared to actually do it

 

[jerry545]

The temptation is there. But I think I would wait. Just to see if just having it could give me so much peace of mind that I could continue for a few days.

This, Life would be so much easier if I a good exit strategy lined up.

 

[Dark Moon]

Yep, don't want to be here anymore thanks to the treatment of horrible people and other reason.

 

[feelingtrapped]

Yes

 

[Tesha]

I'm desperately trying not to

 

[samantha16]

I would.

Absolutely, same thing with a firearm. Only thing keepimg me from doing it is lack of available methods.

 

[00nobody00]

I would probably hold onto it for a little bit so I could say my subtle goodbyes and maybe do a few fun and nice things before I leave. But yeah, no question I would do it