If you had an OFF button for your life, would you push it right now?

[Orbitc]

I already have this button, but I became such a cowardly pussy after my failed attempt with digoxin. Although I have read about a large number of deaths with SN and propranolol, I feel uncertain. If I knew 100 percent that I was going to die, I would drink this right now. But in the case of 600 digoxin tablets, I was absolutely sure that I would die, but I did not die. Now I know that trying can be very painful and I can cripple myself. Temptation and fear fight inside me, but the temptation gets a little stronger every day of my shitty life.

 

[FuneralCry]

I've always wished for such a thing, I find it so horrible how consciousness doesn't come with an offswitch, instead it feels like this decaying flesh prison exists to imprison us and prolong suffering as a result as we are programmed to survive after all.

An offswitch would be ideal so of course I'd press it so then existence won't be my problem anymore and I won't have to deal with it, only non-existence is perfect to me, I only wish for the peace of nothingness where all is forgotten about.

 

[venin.n]

I've always wished for such a thing, I find it so horrible how consciousness doesn't come with an offswitch, instead it feels like this decaying flesh prison exists to imprison us and prolong suffering as a result as we are programmed to survive after all.

An offswitch would be ideal so of course I'd press it so then existence won't be my problem anymore and I won't have to deal with it, only non-existence is perfect to me, I only wish for the peace of nothingness where all is forgotten about.

kind of yearning that also rn

 

[Vesiira]

[AGGRESSIVELY SLAMS BUTTON]

 

[venin.n]

[AGGRESSIVELY SLAMS BUTTON]

I'd jump on it with my ass

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I already have this button, but I became such a cowardly pussy after my failed attempt with digoxin. Although I have read about a large number of deaths with SN and propranolol, I feel uncertain. If I knew 100 percent that I was going to die, I would drink this right now. But in the case of 600 digoxin tablets, I was absolutely sure that I would die, but I did not die. Now I know that trying can be very painful and I can cripple myself. Temptation and fear fight inside me, but the temptation gets a little stronger every day of my shitty life.

I feel you. Sorry for your situation

 

[ang3lz]

Yes. I've hurt everyone in my life enough. I can't risk staining the world any more than my existence already has.

 

[venin.n]

Yes. I've hurt everyone in my life enough. I can't risk staining the world any more than my existence already has.

 

[Kit1]

I wish I could. However I am responsible for two lives that I brought to this planet and have a duty of care towards them - and it is that love that keeps me alive.

 

[venin.n]

I wish I could. However I am responsible for two lives that I brought to this planet and have a duty of care towards them - and it is that love that keeps me alive.

It's nice you're not being irresponsable about that a lot of people are

Much love to you and them

 

[ViscaBarca]

I would spam the button immediately

 

[venin.n]

I would spam the button immediately

No tests, ain't it?