If you had access to all methods which would you choose?

[Sourdough]

Intravenous opiate overdose with a medical doctor overseeing. They would be able to make sure the dose is high enough and give whatever cocktail through the IV beforeto make things easier such as anti emetics or benzos. I bet intravenous benzos hit like a motherfucker holy

 

[mateodolores]

N or an inert gas for sure. Those methods are a lot less painful than my current plans.

 

[Walilamdzii]

Nembutal.

 

[tiredofbeingme]

Bomb helmet, a huge bomb that would turn my entire body into ash

 

[Bitterman1996]

Nembutal

 

[deathissosad]

This is how my girlfriend chose to go and I can attest to the fact that it is horrific for who finds you. Not a day has gone by that i dont get flashbacks or nightmares. Its the worst pain ive ever been through and it haunts me. Im also led to believe it took her over 10 minutes to pass as she had tried calling me multiple times. Assuming that was after she did what she did. Worst pain and trauma of my life.

I have several guns. I have never seriously considered using them as a suicide method. I am fully aware how effective they are but to me it seems like the most asshole method possible for those you leave behind. When someone blows their brains out all over the room, that is not something that the medical examiner or police will clean up. Whoever is left that may care about you will have to pick rotting chunks of the contents your head out from every corner for 3 rooms. I spoke to a guy who works at my local firing range. He told me that the owners make them clean that up. He told me they have a special shop vac in the back just for that. So as such, I would never consider it as an option. Not for anything to do with myself, but simply because I can not think of a more inconsiderate way to go.

 

[StrangePossum]

N

 

[Mixedopinion]

Definitely N

 

[IwanttodieASAP]

Helium

 

[MissingThyme]

Complete and utter incineration in less than a second. Finished and then no one has to worry about disposing of or finding the body.

 

[Malcolm Yarfa]

N that's a no brainer for me. Even considering a trip to South America.

 

[Enemy of Evolution]

Nembutal through intravenous drip. Slowly sleeping and dying.

 

[saddestgirl666]

I like the idea of the inert gas method however I have not gone for it as it would raise to many questions with the friends I live with and who are looking after me, I just wish I could fall asleep and never wake up.

I have my method arriving by post hopefully soon, I'm reluctant to discuss it on an open forum by I will be happy to answer over private message

Pm me?

 

[enviro400mmc]

I suppose this isn't really answering the question since I do have access but I'd love to be able to get over the SI of jumping and ctb that way.

 

[sevenkarmas]

N. I'm settling for CO.

 

[Reallysad]

The easiest and least painful

 

[SaylorTwift]

N seems to be the most peaceful option

 

[zeenatax]

It is N for me

 

[forgottenabout]

Something painless and in my sleep preferably.

 

[Aesthetic guy]

shotgun to head

 

[LittleBlackCat]

None...I have given it enough thought and know that, if I don't change, I will most likely eventually have an impulsive CTB in case I don't die from other causes. Then, at that point, the method will be the least of it.

I am currently unable to cope with such a decision due to my mental state, nor plan for later or anything else.

I was born with fear and I am always afraid, if I were able to choose a method and go ahead with a planning it would mean that I also have the capacity to live differently... and I don't have it.

So, if I am, it will be by force, without much thought and when I least expect it... or I will die for pure incapacity to continue living, either because I am old or because I am ill.

//

Cap... he reflexionat prou i se que, si no canvio pas, el més probable es que amb el temps tingui un CTB impulsiu en cas de que no em mori per altres causes. Llavors, en aquell moment, el métode serà el de menys.

Actualment sóc incapaç de fer front a un decisió d'aquest tipus degut al meu estat mental,... ni planificar per mes endavant ni res de res.

Vaig néixer amb por i sempre tinc por, si fos capaç de triar un métode i seguir endavant amb una planificació voldría dir que també tinc capacitat per viure d'una altre manera... i no en sóc capaç.

Així que, de ser, serà a les braves, sense pensar-m'ho gaire i quan menys m'ho esperi... o moriré per pura incapacitat de seguir vivint, sigui per vell o per malalt.

I feel the same. My brain just doesn't function properly anymore to formulate a plan.. so it will probably be an impulsive decision.. probably SN as that's what I have.

 

[WaitingForMyRide]

A spiked dildo up my ass.

 

[resolutory]

I'm still gonna go for the yew. Too many methods, imo, are rather lacking in personality or spirit. Yes, they can be effective, but the way I see it, the reason things are abysmal nowadays is because things are becoming too logical and scientific. Yes, science and analytical stuff is important, but too much of it leads to nihilism, where everything loses meaning and people live and die unfulfilled. To add something that's of a spiritual and holistic element... like plant methods is what brings about healing. And crafting the perfected yew tincture is the one thing that's been giving my life meaning to the point I sorta don't want to die. Not to say I would never kill myself, but it's more of the fact that I don't care about whether I live or die; I just want to live the life I dreamed of for so long, and nothing is gonna stand in my way. And I think everyone should apply to that.

You're really knowledgeable on the subject, you should write a book on it or something! The information you have about this little known subject is incredibly impressive.

 

[allesistgut]

jumping

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

You're really knowledgeable on the subject, you should write a book on it or something! The information you have about this little known subject is incredibly impressive.

Hahaha... Actually, that's something I've been working on these past several months... I call it... "Backup ᛇ Dream".

It's more like a story though...

 

[Jarni]

general anesthesia and after that professional euthanasia

 

[DaatiSimi]

N+fentanyl. I'd love to go that way hah

 

[matthew00057]

Helium is supposed to be one of the easiest and most painless and peaceful methods. You pass out within seconds and then within a few minutes you're gone

 

[RW__Asher23]

Gun

 

[Thisisme373]

N + Gun