if you had a magic red button to instantly kill yourself, would you have pressed it by now?

[Daenerys Targaryen]

immediately

 

[restlesseyes]

I wouldn't just press the button i would get one of those gymnastics springs and do a triple backflip on that button

 

[lana_xyc]

Well yes

 

[Life'sA6itch]

Definitely would have done it by now, literally as a child.

 

[yousaidimsweet]

oh ABSOLUTELY LOL

 

[niki wonoto]

yes i would. even though my life is still quite 'privileged' & comfortable enough, but unfortunately, the reality is it still doesn't really matter that much, if almost ALL areas of my life are still a failure(s). I'm a middle-aged NEET (42/M) in Indonesia) for more than 10 years, I'm still single (despite even my looks & privileges & talents etc2), etc2. Heck, I even probably can't write/express myself freely/honestly even here in this website/forum, because somehow I'm paranoid/afraid that some people in real life (IRL) might secretly find out & see this post & my comment, & therefore only judge me negatively.

All those things, especially when coupled with what's called the "existential depression" (try google it), which I've also had for a (very) long time. I've also been diagnosed with Major Depression back in 2020. But, I seriously think/feel that my 'mental health' issues are still a *lot* more than just only that, but unfortunately still remain undiagnosed, eg: OCD, ADHD, anxiety (including social anxiety), social awkwardness, & even perhaps some degree/spectrum of autism/aspergers, etc2.

my life just feels so meaningless, tbh. I can't reach my dreams, expectations, idealisms, & visions. even Thanos said it right: "Reality is often disappointing". but, i guess some people are just lucky, while some people are not. Life is not fair. Life is absurd too, life is full of irony & tragedy. Heck, i don't even understand *WHY* somehow it seems like 'bad lucks / bad things' always keep happening when i feel just a little bit happy?? WHY reality always in the end eventually destroy, crush, & kills all my dreams, expectations, hopes, & happiness?? if there is a god, or universe, etc2 whatever it is, WHY it seems so cruel & as if it's playing/experimenting/toying around with my life?? WHY there is no help, when i've even already prayed, hoped for it??

i don't know...

but, i'm tired... very tired, especially mentally & existentially...

i wish Thanos was real & could just snap his finger so i could stop existing & just immediately turn into dust & disappear into oblivion, non-existence...

but, reality is cruel...

.

 

[needinghelp]

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Your button is blue my friend. Hope it still works for us though

 

[lilurki]

I would have done it long ago yes

 

[TornReality]

I would have hit it like 40 years ago.

 

[sanctioman]

I would have smashed that red button so many times in the last week, let alone the last year.

 

[Life'sA6itch]

I wouldn't just press the button i would get one of those gymnastics springs and do a triple backflip on that button

Same

 

[CarrotEater]

Yes. You could have made this a poll, but I bet the results wouldn't be surprising.

 

[sanction]

1 million percent I would !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please give me red button asap

 

[Rymrgand]

I would be dead, yes

 

[mrelief82]

Yes , many times already .

 

[dead dav]

I need that button need out